I can take it. Genesis, the first book in the bible explains the passage of time. It is not perhaps for someone else; and I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone; who might not handle it the same way. I have said what, and I will not suffer. The book of Daniel is much clearer. It spells out the enigma of conscience. That is only half the story. Some people are assertive about themselves; the girl is. She has my promise of transcendence into heaven. I work on this daily. It is only through the knowledge I gain. Who could have become an obstacle in this relationship which I have with the girl. If this person knows so much, is this girl whom I speak of a person with a disability? Is she deformed? If I have said, “I rest;” I know this much is true, there is a level of knowledge expected of me I will never reach; such is the depth of this girl and which I am expected to have on the basis that she wants me to know. So, do I ever really rest? Not so long as there is a possibility I could release a person from knowing facts about me. I do this to their satisfaction that they are perceived as an adversary and I am discerning. And, the girl is happy. Think of this as if the girl is too assertive and there is a congregation of people (perhaps only one) all taking the The Roman Catholic Communion (the body and blood of Jesus). She relaxes!
About the girl, I will say that she chooses rightly. I fear the crush worthy wrath, the fullness of understanding, a religious tradition, the simple fact of name; I will release everything I have if I realize myself as suffering. Is this just the emotion of anger that I am willing to acknowledge? The pictures of Cezanne, and he should be taken as a great artist, show the suffering a person should never have to endure. Yes, I know I have within myself sympathy for Cézanne. And he was the last person to be getting caught in the loop where there was no hiding. He painted. This context I must use. I will use my resources to save a life but not a life if I thought by voting I could prevent a person from suffering as Cézanne did. I could be in contradiction with him, but it has been proven, all things must work for the betterment of human kind. And I have said I am not suffering. Why should this matter to anyone. Who is telling me I must know all this. Is it not well enough understood that everything works in a good way. And I have been brought to yet another level of depth.