Time; October 19, 2007

I want to mention Lyndon B. Johnson again. I just said that the Civil Rights Act of 1964 was a question. That isn’t really fair. Firstly though I did believe that Lyndon B. Johnson may have approved the Act for everyone to go to Purgatory, but I think that there is much more to say about that time. So, in the interest of fairness I will mention a few other things. Let’s not forget that this president enacted more programs for the benefit of the people than any other President. He was truely the Education President.

In my opinion, the trouble started after February 28, 1958. I was not born then however I have read, “A Generation in Motion; Popular Music and Culture in the Sixties,” by David Pichaske. This book was most helpful for me since the circumstance of that date has caused Lyndon Johnson a lot of anguish.

So anyway, I think Lyndon Johnson is contrary to public opinion. That is my belief based on the Viet Nam War. It is my belief because I was born in 1968. This was a Time of a troubled nation. It is no surprise that I have that as part of my history. Now I will tell you I have a lot of problems that go unnoticed. You wouldn’t think what I just said was anything much at all, but this is my circumstance. I have a lot of problems that go unnoticed because I’m contrary to public opinion. I am helpful, I just know that I get problems and it’s hard to know that I am needed. It is probably best I should just follow my own interests without too much intervention.

I’ve often mused that it would be better to be in agreement with myself.

A nice man’s story

Read My Comments: 1. Cavity 2. Expensive

I will empower, indemnify, and uncover the meaning of these words. It all started when a terrible man coveted me to the extent I could not manage my social affairs. After nine years his musings became like music to me. I was unique and I learned his language. If you want to know what it is like to have your own corner of world to live in, perhaps you could bare with me to see what meaning is in store for just two words. I know you are asking why I should expose a man by sharing, when it is clear I like his language has he has imposed on me. I became a great story teller. The man has passed away. The insight no less important has disappeared. The two words openly deployed before you had meaning to me and the man. If I do not tell, they will be lost words. I am alerted they have already fallen from my highest esteem with his passing.

I need not point out the need for improvement in the dental hygiene area. I think the problem started early in 2003 when I became the subject of a campaign of hate and scorn from my dental clinic. My factual information was coalesced with scant biographical information. It was disseminated anonymously by California’s Western Dental. A billing office located in Orange County was identified as the culprit.

Basically after a year I managed to stop them from sending the email; all I had to do was acknowledge them. I have found that quite generally I often discern my adversary. This often includes a certain directive which in this case I had satisfied by the year’s end.

The next word: Expensive. I am at a loss as to exactly what the meaning was. My intuition tells me I had been excited about something which was neither true nor measurable and which lead to an associatively deeper sort of truth. It was an idea that never came to fruition and still reinforced a person to accept it on emotional grounds. Of course I recall it (Expensive is another way to explain a need for an integral). This must have been what I did to recognize Western Dental’s directive. My name had become Hugh Farrell. I reasoned these people without quite knowing what was required, had placed great importance on their information about me. I must have navigated through my process and resolved their directive as one of my accomplishments. This must have been in agreement with a fundamental premise of the Dental Clinic with the name Western Dental. Even in the situation where I am compromised from their having given out my information I am still willing to give them a start; “Where would you go if you had a cavity?”

The Fundamental of Confucius

Early Chinese thought was recognized on the basis of Schema. Confucius identified it. Some of the political movements since have gone the opposite way. That is the inert persons responsible for the network of ideas, always a guy, has enjoyed better times since. The culture in China has vacillating within it military and political issues; yet there is an imperative. It is nearly systemic to the cultural makeup for the reason that the object for which people can talk is the cause of complications. It is inevitable that Schema will develop from the obstacle. Going on the basis of unity or the similarity of a conditioned thinking process, the emphasis for order and unity secures Confucius will recognize the absence of it. How does one ascend into grace, or achieve immunity from the encroaching Schema. This is my idea: assuming a person is sympathetic to the Schema, society and culture as it is good or bad gets congested; it would be satisfactory to sort of delete all of the various instances of the thought; all of them all at once. I refuse to believe that Confucius would not notice the silence. So, assuming the deletion has sufficiently affected the culture, it is marked as a waking for Confucius. Even though there is little written about the philosopher, Confucius evidently appears at instances when the schema has disappeared.

Have a Good Evening

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My automatic behavior on an evening when I just want complacency was marked with two, Yep you guessed it, (2) Problems. The question is nostalgically, do you want to read about my (2) all time best problems?

The first problem is: I pray that BOB doesn’t have any children. There is this guy BOB in Texas. People have tried to be creative about him, but I know like BOB pretty much everything is creative. I have this Ice-Cream Sandwich, and I’m happy. But I know at BOB’s best he is nothing more than a Tom and Jerry Cartoon; Jerry is his Dad. Now I know you know the bible story. It is the greatest story ever told. The Bible. Well anyway there is this lady; she retained her health. Her name is Mary. I am not sure about the rest, like what she said, what she saw, or if anyone else witnessed the same thing she did. Oh, Mary had a son; I tried to tell BOB, the guy in Texas. I would say he could have been God, but now I know the Bible story. BOB, the guy in Texas, has not married lord forgiving, so I guess everything is OK. That is all, like I should know the drill; but how will there be a Kingdom within a Kingdom. I just keep getting awkward about BOB. So, I try his story the same as the one in the bible, and I just get more and more unsure. That I laugh. Like the story I tell, what I am saying each sentence ends like gish – (I’m Laughing Out Loud).

This is the other one; no less epic. “Clay Jenkinson had sex with Mary Stockinger and he paid five dollars for it.” The title is longer then the first title, “The Bible” but this one is different. This story might not turn out as generic as the first. Well, Clay returns home from the distressing event. For his parents though they knew about what he did, they could not confront him. So they had a hissy-fit. Okay, a guy does the wrong thing. Like I said he had sex with Mary Stockinger. He doesn’t remember this so you might as well put it on the back burner. But that won’t work because every time he does the presentation, I call security and have him escorted off the stage. So, really as far as a story is concerned all there is is Clay Jenkinson and a little bit of scorn from his parents over Mary.

Clay Jenkinson remembered how much his parents hurt him, so when he discovered what his parents had used, The Declaration of Independence, to show their disapproval, he committed him self to it. He doesn’t see how this was punishment for the wrong thing. And, it is probably an ethic of his parents more than a general wrong thing. But, Clay falls dreadfully short of making a connection of the street sex and his parents scorn. The scorn part is how he involved himself with Jefferson. It was The Declaration of Independence then that Clay Jenkinson became a scholar.

So, as he performs before an audience in the character of Thomas Jefferson, I gently motion him off the stage as if a Security Guard were working with someone having inappropriate behavior. Not only is he festering in the scorn of his parents, he is undermining the peace of an American Historical Figure. This is my story and I’m saying that Clay Jenkinson does not understand his interest causally. So, the performances continue. I am not sure how to describe it; it is magic. I do not want any trouble. Just for the record, I need to let you know that Thomas Jefferson had sex with an African American woman, not a prostitute.

All of these (2) Stories are reserved for a time when I want to relax and enjoy a good evening.

We’re Getting Along

I am fascinated by the Japan and China exchange.

If I had to choose between the two I would choose China. But I am just being honest about my history. Just a little more about that; I am willing to admit that Sony is a bad name as is my family name on my mother’s side: Polson. Basically the problems these two countries are going through are based on circumstances that could be explained easily just knowing that.

Yet I get just underneath the surface, and I can understand the political issues. Koizumi, who is I guess ending his political position is somewhat bitter about having not had any sons. His claim is that China has enjoyed the benefits of its culture, a rather assertive feminist disposition. I am like what? There are women in practically every facet of my life. I learned about women’s issues. Should I be defensive about my own conscience of this imbalance? I say imbalance only to the extent that I know my best ability in contrast to myself knowledge; I leave and I am good. Assuming I am leaving as predicated by my own personal substance such as a social function, the facts about me such as my self knowledge, I also expect my constituency to also have knowledge. But, to leave similarly; I do not think I would have any gain from that proceeding. It is almost as if I have fixated on something you can pull on. I am aware that to get a son, the Y is a recessive gene, you had better not pull on anything. So, yes I am leaving and everyone is quite sure it is good. I take my leave. And; I do have issues about Return; a conversation at a Convalescent Hospital. But, that will be a subject for another story.

The intended message the Prime Minister in Japan has and wants to remedy is about the Chinese ethic. I do not want to go into the mechanisms and theories about my leave, I do know for a fact my leave is not only a part of prayer, it is also a part of the body. Some guy says who writes about Adorno says the thing I am about is anthropomorphic. I take that to mean I would be in character Somatic. I would be described as weird. I don’t see it. What is it that the guy says is anthropomorphic about me? So, how does a person recover from leave? There is no remedy. Leave is the program. And, women’s issues are a point for China to receive Constructive Criticism.

So, getting back to Japan and China, there is some confusion about just exactly how they are relating. Japan is asking for China to be Transparent. I am confused about this. Is Japan hoping China will figure out how to put it in their self? Of course this is a question taking great liberty. And the return, will China be satisfied when the Feminist ethic yields cultural reform. I doubt that there will be any reform. No, everything the same; that there is an emphatic conditioning requirement expected. I am up to the task. So, what if China has been living their culture to the detriment of national success. If what China wants, and I am there to be made an example to the degree that they will get it from me, outside the box will hurt a little. And this conditioning, the process of becoming comfortable with, “Leave,” which has to take place slowly is probably appropriate for someone like me who is good with taking leave. It is an ancient culture and with the kind of time there is much to protect. If even a person were conscious of their prayer would it advance appropriately? Japan is disappointed that a person of public order couldn’t have a son. Japan says there must be change..

Now I am pretty intelligent about the order of things. This tertiary outcome, I am saying takes time and is described as conditioning, is nothing in comparison to the fact that there is a world. I stopped. There is a world. So, which is it? This really important truth that everything even our prayers ultimately provides the way for our knowledge to be reassuring? Or is there credence to a cultural assertiveness and patient understanding the better social platform. I do not think that Japan and China disagree. It just looks like Japan has the thinking for the cosmological story to proceed. And China is outside the box. Is China Disenchanted? Why do I get my mail when ever I think something is wrong here? Would China choose Yes, or No? Does China like Expressions. How about the Story of Peter Pan? Jackson Pollock, The Stone Roses, Kung Fu Hustle.

I have some updated views which will hopefully put this political message into another perspective.

Part V Closing with the Self Doubt

I am at the point that my stories are like a Twig whose careful conditioning has caused the twig to straighten. I release them into service. Yea; I am proud. There is improvement and it has satisfied me. What again is it, am I thinking here? I am using thoughts– is this a bad trip? I am not broken; I am in Doubt. I have self doubt. And, it no-longer is about my father, or a girl that is close to me, it is about you. I am sharing. Did you realize something I could never know? And I am doubting. I doubt I could ever go the Harvard. It is a technicality. The people who go to Harvard have no need for practicality and different bits of knowledge just underneath the surface, they are people who work for success. I am astonished. Harvard students will ascend to the top of their field. And I am doubting, isn’t that great. Now you know something which I have told you, and in return I want you to make sure I never go to Harvard. You will wake those staff educators of this news because I have doubted there is a technicality which will bring controversy and shame to the various generations of Harvard Alumni. What is being asked of these few who go to Harvard is by no means of mine a concern but an issue of name. I am satisfied, I am equipped, I am in a stable context, and I hope I am not a burden for these scholars. I only doubt myself. I concede there are better ways. I ask only for forgiveness. Throughout history there have been people who are great, let me say that you are great. And it has not been always that easy to achieve greatness. Some instances have ended badly. There is treason, and crimes, and faults all are instances of how I have observed that History ends badly. I have no needs and even as I doubt myself; I forgive. It is just another chapter in time. I will rest now.
Thank you.
goodnight.

Hugh

Change of the Blog Name

Many of my readers remember when this Blog was called CQ1010. The name is from my childhood when I visited a Ham Radio Hobbyist. We used the moon to transmit an analog signal to Hawaii; “Cq, Cq, Cq-1010. This is KCZZ. Anyone out there from Hawaii.” We waited for a response. My friend had a Bulletin Board of Post Cards from people he had reached from all across the country. I guess the Internet has improved things a little bit since then. Antennas, power radio transceivers, and morse codes. I got a call from the Ancient Octiva!