Schizoaffective Illness Working

To read an interesting post on Mental Illness see the link to Barbara Kingsolver’s The Lacuna. There is an interaction of two kinds of mental illnesses, Schizophrenia and Schizo-Affective Mental Illness. I have encountered people who have Schizophrenia. I do not have a dominant gene for conscience that people with Schizophrenia have. My mental Illness is still present, it just manifests in an understandable way. I have ranted about someone in this post which I have offered the reader a link to read more but the truth is that it is an offensive post concerning me and my feeling about home life. It is about the neighboring family prior to the “Sweetheart Swindle,” in which the father is believed to have Schizophrenia.

To understand how Schizophrenia and Schizo-Affective mental illnesses relate please see the gevluef picture from Wikipedia called: Pompejanischer

A resident at my apartment building is believed to have Schizophrenia. There are these acts that come into the conscience of other people because he is telling the community about his opinions concerning me. These acts,  half-truths, of his thoughts are true, but out of the context of my real circumstances. I want to give examples, and I know that the reader will accept them as paranoid thinking of my own. The resident might have gone to the Padre and explained that I raped his Daughter. In another example, he went to my Church or an authority of his went to my church and told the staff that I killed his Daughter. So, I know that I’m the focus of his thoughts.

Since I am Schizo-Affective, I have to realize that I am affected in my thinking similarly with delusions, but that my thinking makes sense to other people. I am concerned about his authority in relation to his mental illness. And I am especially concerned about my thinking as I am being affected directly and indirectly as I also have to maintain a support structure.

I am making a conclusion that for a single male resident at the house where there are other people living also, that masturbating with extreme restraint is possibly acceptable; while a rape or a Murder of a girl is totally scandalous.