In the 1990-1991 school year, I liked Michelle Spiegel. We were seeing each other at school and in the community. I devastated her by taking up with another girl. We liked each other and I didn’t wait until we got connected up. I cheated.
The worst part about it was that she is really pretty and the other girl wasn’t. What’s worst is that I now think I was related to the other girl. I really had a lot of trouble in that relationship. I have wanted to get in contact with Michelle, but what would I say, “I blew it. I’m sorry.” She is probably still mad at me. I am truly a cheater, and I haven’t had any good, reality checking relationships since. In an earlier post I wrote that I’m loosing my girlfriends. I think that loosing Michelle, and it was all my fault, was my biggest mistake. Michelle, I’m sorry. I’m lonely. I miss being connected to a girlfriend. I’ve been waiting for something real for 18 years. Please accept my apology.
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