Author: Gevluef

I am blessed with a great deal of Creativity. At the core of my life's purpose and meaning, I want to express, understand, reconcile, and render Mental Illness. Now "culture" (2018), my Mental Illness has been in remission. For that Mental Health Diagnostic Criteria the fifth digit is a Five.

Philosophy Professor

I saw on TV a man was honored for his achievements. Like a deaf person realizing there is something they’re not getting, I noticed there is something wrong. I’m not getting something.

I think it’s because my Philosophy professor didn’t like me. I think I owe him an explanation for why I wanted to learn Philosophy.

Do I owe an explanation to my readers? It was the father’s directive to have Philosophy.

Comment: November 18, 2024: I did some checking on my Professor from UCSC. He died at the end of 2015. He had plenty of time to get to know me. He’s alright. He’s good. It’s okay. It’s okay. Thankfully.

Advance Directive The Future

It’s been two or three years since you filed the Advance Directive. I have some insight about it. The Advance Directive is just the beginning. There are a lot of possible directions going forward. You can do anything with your thinking.

Try to think of what the hospital is doing with Advance Directive information. Apply that to the situation you visualize as similar to the Advance Directive in function. It would be a new access direction. Use your creativity to make your next chapter. For example, you could write a binding contract. You can make access to specialize in an area that you are good at. Go on and create your next chapter.

There is another post that has thinking about your Advance Directive future: https://gevluef.com/2014/07/14/after-the-advance-directive/

Kresge Renewal Project

Kresge College 2024 Renewal is in the works.

https://www.santacruzsentinel.com/2024/10/16/photos-a-closeup-look-at-uc-santa-cruzs-kresge-college-renewal-project/

UC Santa Cruz students head to class this week along Porter-Kresge Road as Kresge College is rebuilt behind them. The college was founded in the early 1970s and according to a press release from UCSC, was designed with “concepts of collaboration and participatory democracy at the core of its identity.” Kresge is being rebuilt in a two-phase project and the first phase, which included three new residence halls and a new academic center, has already been completed. The second phase is expected to be completed late this year. Kresge was the sixth college established at UCSC and was named after Kresge Foundation and K-Mart founder Sebastian Kresge. San Francisco-based architecture firm Studio Gang received the Honor Award for the Kresge College renewal project at the San Francisco chapter of the American Institute of Architects’ 2024 Architecture Awards. (Shmuel Thaler – Santa Cruz Sentinel)

At Last Light – Jeff and Disability Theory

Jeff and Disability Theory – At Last Light; A Dossier

I’m having a problem with a book from 2018. The readers want to hurt me. Read this post if you have the bad book and want to figure out what to do going forward.

The ADA is the smoking gun. The Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 is how we lost Thomas Jefferson. Because of the ADA we were feeling especially Jeff. With disability as the catalyst Jefferson didn’t make it through.

What kind of disability is the ADA referring to? There is a genetic and accidental disability. R for genetic disorder; and, T for Traumatic injury. I think I want the disabled person, the kind that is by accident to claim me and care for me and my Mental Health. I want the traumatic injury type person to have the book. It is useful for these people because they have PTSD. The book “Common to get the word out” and “Common Hate.” The book can empower a person to learn about me even though it is bad. They survived a terrible accident. They can come to general terms.

When the Government developed the ADA, were disabled people complaining about Jeff? No one is listening, not to your disability. I believe that the disabled community didn’t like Jeff. I’m Jeff, why would I want to cremate Thomas Jefferson? In 1990 I was 22 years old. I didn’t have anything in mind. I was just being Jeff.

The people that have the book and are disabled can correctly use it as a KEY to make access; presumably to use it for a government program. I need to do one of two things with the bad book. Subtract the book because it is a threat; or, give it to a handicapped person. The reason to throw it away; the book was not considered accurate. Jeff is a particular person and not a general name because of the biographical information. A dossier, it is accurate enough to identify me; Dead or Alive.

I hope you have some insight as to how to go forward with this problem. I know it is bad. I have suffered some losses. I just want to survive it.

Comment: September 26, 2024: I know that I am being threatened by this book. Other people may be experiencing it too. They may be experiencing a MOOD. There is a whole chapter in the DSM about Mood. To me the MOOD is a kind of Pi.

Comment: October 22, 2024: The author of this At Last Light book is a relative of Frances Beeks. As a possible motive historically in 1958 Frances Beeks kills Elwood Polsen. See about that in a story; the Kresge Narrative: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/12/kresge-narrative/

46605 Last Words

The Getty Story is known to Kresge Staff.

Staff wants to build a new college instead because all it does is make the Getty’s hit money known.

Going back to 1990. I was given Grandma Kay’s paint box to use at Art school. She told me the problem was in there. At college I painted 46605 with the Art supplies from that paint box. It was a masterpiece.

Just this month of August, the Art Historians sent 46605 to the Getty. It was said to be threatening. Rather then dispute this fact, I tried to tell the Getty they need to keep 46605.

Based on my family history the Getty can do threatening. They are torturing me. There are a myriad of reasons the Getty shouldn’t have subtracted my painting. Number one reason is that we are promoting for the new college in place of Kresge. This is the one thing left that a change will mean forgiveness to the Getty for Grandpa Elwood.

There is no chance to make things right. The painting was the key.

Insight for 46605

Would it help if I talk about my painting a little bit? It does an integral; from one line and a circle to two lines and an oval, (it is one two levels of reality) Besides the integral, this work makes a xiphoid. The gentle brushes are the reason the viewer relaxes. The grey scale exposes the color. I think it feels good to the viewer.

I most want to explain what is going on in the eye. The image is upside down inside the eye. To get a look at what happens in the eye, look at the painting upside down. It looks like there is something under way. The viewer is moved into another reality where something exists for certain.  Whether that exists in heaven or just as an idea doesn’t matter. It exists when you see 46605. The safest place to do any of this is at the museum. This painting is fine art. I hope you have some insight about what you may be experiencing.

How did I make something so beautiful you might ask? All I can say is that I had a lot of training in Art. It may interest you to know that I am insecure even when I have security. The age of the painting is after the terrorism movement in the early 2000’s. I wish I could have been more prolific. I do not think I could do that again. This painting came at a great cost.