Category: Diplomacy

Dark Thinking The AB

This is another post in which I am dealing with the dossier; At Last Light. Much of it is written for after I die. It is dark writing.

In the example of when the AB has suffered a loss, the AB also has dark thinking. It is very difficult thinking for the AB type when they are alone. The person has dark thinking without their life support.

Recall the AB blood type marries. Rules for Being Human by Dr. Chérie Carter-Scott is therapy for the AB. It is meant to help the AB type person manage. It is here because I am having trouble with a bad book that has dark writing.

The dates for when I had the bad book was August 18-19, 2024. The date for when the book came out was March 6, 2018. Note: Tchaikovsky 1812 Overture

Philosophy Professor

I saw on TV a man was honored for his achievements. Like a deaf person realizing there is something they’re not getting, I noticed there is something wrong. I’m not getting something.

I think it’s because my Philosophy professor didn’t like me. I think I owe him an explanation for why I wanted to learn Philosophy.

Do I owe an explanation to my readers? It was the father’s directive to have Philosophy.

Comment: November 18, 2024: I did some checking on my Professor from UCSC. He died at the end of 2015. He had plenty of time to get to know me. He’s alright. He’s good. It’s okay. It’s okay. Thankfully.

Advance Directive The Future

It’s been two or three years since you filed the Advance Directive. I have some insight about it. The Advance Directive is just the beginning. There are a lot of possible directions going forward. You can do anything with your thinking.

Try to think of what the hospital is doing with Advance Directive information. Apply that to the situation you visualize as similar to the Advance Directive in function. It would be a new access direction. Use your creativity to make your next chapter. For example, you could write a binding contract. You can make access to specialize in an area that you are good at. Go on and create your next chapter.

There is another post that has thinking about your Advance Directive future: https://gevluef.com/2014/07/14/after-the-advance-directive/

Kresge Renewal Project

Kresge College 2024 Renewal is in the works.

https://www.santacruzsentinel.com/2024/10/16/photos-a-closeup-look-at-uc-santa-cruzs-kresge-college-renewal-project/

UC Santa Cruz students head to class this week along Porter-Kresge Road as Kresge College is rebuilt behind them. The college was founded in the early 1970s and according to a press release from UCSC, was designed with “concepts of collaboration and participatory democracy at the core of its identity.” Kresge is being rebuilt in a two-phase project and the first phase, which included three new residence halls and a new academic center, has already been completed. The second phase is expected to be completed late this year. Kresge was the sixth college established at UCSC and was named after Kresge Foundation and K-Mart founder Sebastian Kresge. San Francisco-based architecture firm Studio Gang received the Honor Award for the Kresge College renewal project at the San Francisco chapter of the American Institute of Architects’ 2024 Architecture Awards. (Shmuel Thaler – Santa Cruz Sentinel)

At Last Light – Jeff and Disability Theory

Jeff and Disability Theory – At Last Light; A Dossier

I’m having a problem with a book from 2018. The readers want to hurt me. Read this post if you have the bad book and want to figure out what to do going forward.

The ADA is the smoking gun. The Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 is how we lost Thomas Jefferson. Because of the ADA we were feeling especially Jeff. With disability as the catalyst Jefferson didn’t make it through.

What kind of disability is the ADA referring to? There is a genetic and accidental disability. R for genetic disorder; and, T for Traumatic injury. I think I want the disabled person, the kind that is by accident to claim me and care for me and my Mental Health. I want the traumatic injury type person to have the book. It is useful for these people because they have PTSD. The book “Common to get the word out” and “Common Hate.” The book can empower a person to learn about me even though it is bad. They survived a terrible accident. They can come to general terms.

When the Government developed the ADA, were disabled people complaining about Jeff? No one is listening, not to your disability. I believe that the disabled community didn’t like Jeff. I’m Jeff, why would I want to cremate Thomas Jefferson? In 1990 I was 22 years old. I didn’t have anything in mind. I was just being Jeff.

The people that have the book and are disabled can correctly use it as a KEY to make access; presumably to use it for a government program. I need to do one of two things with the bad book. Subtract the book because it is a threat; or, give it to a handicapped person. The reason to throw it away; the book was not considered accurate. Jeff is a particular person and not a general name because of the biographical information. A dossier, it is accurate enough to identify me; Dead or Alive.

I hope you have some insight as to how to go forward with this problem. I know it is bad. I have suffered some losses. I just want to survive it.

Comment: September 26, 2024: I know that I am being threatened by this book. Other people may be experiencing it too. They may be experiencing a MOOD. There is a whole chapter in the DSM about Mood. To me the MOOD is a kind of Pi.

Comment: October 22, 2024: The author of this At Last Light book is a relative of Frances Beeks. As a possible motive historically in 1958 Frances Beeks kills Elwood Polsen. See about that in a story; the Kresge Narrative: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/12/kresge-narrative/

Insight for 46605

Would it help if I talk about my painting a little bit? It does an integral; from one line and a circle to two lines and an oval, (it is one two levels of reality) Besides the integral, this work makes a xiphoid. The gentle brushes are the reason the viewer relaxes. The grey scale exposes the color. I think it feels good to the viewer.

I most want to explain what is going on in the eye. The image is upside down inside the eye. To get a look at what happens in the eye, look at the painting upside down. It looks like there is something under way. The viewer is moved into another reality where something exists for certain.  Whether that exists in heaven or just as an idea doesn’t matter. It exists when you see 46605. The safest place to do any of this is at the museum. This painting is fine art. I hope you have some insight about what you may be experiencing.

How did I make something so beautiful you might ask? All I can say is that I had a lot of training in Art. It may interest you to know that I am insecure even when I have security. The age of the painting is after the terrorism movement in the early 2000’s. I wish I could have been more prolific. I do not think I could do that again. This painting came at a great cost.

The Gaps Are Closing

In the early 70’s people told you what to do. Somebody told my father what to do for the space between the teeth. Tori and I both had gaps between our teeth. Father took us to the dentist where we were sleepy from the operation which we had at the same time. We had the muscle removed above our two front teeth so that when our adult teeth grew in the gaps would close.

Without that muscle our septum was exposed and became deviated. We were sleepy at the dentist, and our septum’s eventually deviated. So, we were generally sleepy with our depressed conditions. We both got the remedy.

I got a Rhinoplasty in October 1991. It straightened my septum. And now, going forward, Tori got one recently as well. She is working out. Like I experienced years ago she is experiencing her improving condition. That’s two rhinoplasties in the same family.

The story is working out. I think that father was a winemaker and he thought that we were like wine. I’m thankful that Tori got one. She didn’t have to like me. I had a mental illness. All she’s dealing with now is her straightened septum.

Comment: August 24th, 2024; Tori responded to my Blog post. She denies having a nose job.