Notes on Gospel of John

Thirty-Five

I’ve had a mindful voice which I discovered was brought to the surface of things in the first chapter of John in the Bible. Tim was the witness, in that Tim witnessed the light. Here, the light he witnessed was within me. The word became God – thus I came into my own and was not received (John 1:10-11). Worst yet, the word became flesh. Love has completely played out. That I share the characteristics of John this past 20 years until Dec 2014, I know the circumstance has completely changed.

Zero-Seven

Now I am a witness of the light within Anthony, It is completely different. There is within Anthony a light which I am a witness. Thankfully the Gospel of John tells me I am preferred now before Anthony. His word is God. It is a new beginning. I am the him that John talked about. There is a brand new story to be told.

 

I am referring to the Xiphoid and the Gene within. Tim would be the witness to my Xiphoid now number 35. Very little of it remains; “It’s me when I be”. And, I am the witness for Anthony’s Xiphoid now number 07. He can stay.

I admire your Sobriety in any case. Alcohol will denature the Xiphoid.

Last word on Tim

 

Ghosting is the last word. The book and other criteria shows that Tim is stalking. The Public Defender confiscated his insight all about me; his book and other papers which he retained at his Ojai home were a dossier. In the weeks prior to his slaying, he provoked me by cremating and ghosting. I lost the support structure which would have been considered my support structure in death.

 

I complained about the stalking with staff; in that I was extremely uncomfortable. He was killed October 24, 2014. Stalking wasn’t the reason he was killed, even though he didn’t get help from staff for his schizophrenia, it was his ghosting.

So, after that I made a complete change in the camps. My composition has changed dramatically. My gene is now buried inside of a xiphoid; Tim was to me as I am now to Anthony. I have to be careful because Tim violated my privileges and immunities. I do not want bother Anthony. Nevertheless, I am becoming Anthony.

The major change once again is that my genes make up the core of Anthony’s xiphoid. The composition seems like I’ve completely changed camps.

Comment Nov. 20, 2015: This comment is to explain why Leonardo’s painting is shown here. Notice the angel above the figures? When Tim died, and I have already explained that his gene is in my xiphoid, when Tim died, I felt my sternum/ribs in the same formation as the figures; 1-11. What I am telling you is that Leonardo had cosmological ribs above his xiphoid and that his painting is expressing the fact that the linked person, whose gene it is, died. The law exists for the person whose gene it is, and goes out when that person dies.

Basically in the heavens there is a law and above that is the world!

Comment; November 4, 2024: I am struggling to understand this passage. As I read it, I need to tell the reader that Tim was ghosting me.

Silhouette

One of the last major achievements to get is Jesus; he was a silhouette. It should be the first achievement though. My reader needs to get prepared to understand mental illness. I’m not saying that Jesus had a mental illness, but in the posts that I have already written, I talk about distinguishing the conscience. And, so the reader should be aware that one of the sacred mysteries of Jesus will unfold. He was a silhouette.

The basic understanding should be that Jesus was the son. That is the important and correct way to understand; because if you want to say that his father was God, you have to admit that you have an understanding of a genetic disorder called phocomelia. Jesus was the son. That is the final way of understanding the phocomelia difficulty; through the son. The masses will accept the son appropriately because trying to understand phocomelia was too difficult for an earlier time.

The disorder manifests in cunning and baffling ways. Imagine that the father had phocomelia and that Jesus inherited some genes from his father. There is two genes of which Jesus got one of them where the phocomelia disorder was passed on as a dominant trait. Later in this blog I talk about distinguishing genetic traits of the conscience. But the most profound insight is that Jesus could never discern which dominant gene he inherited. Only that he was a silhouette of the two dominant genes that his father possessed in which his father had a genetic disorder now called phocomelia.

If you do not understand, please have patience. This blog will teach you. All you have to get now is that Jesus was a silhouette. Later on after you have read about the conscience and you rethink this little tidbit about Jesus, it will excite you. The amazing part about what you will discover is that this knowledge strengthens your faith. You will think that Jesus is a super human. That he was the son is a sacred mystery after all. You will have more insight into your faith. Jesus was a silhouette.

Horsechestnut Seed

I’ve mentioned Horsechestnut seed in reference to Lithographic printing in which sweet and fresh tasting water is used in the Limestone. I might not have mentioned that I have had a perfect amount of Horsechestnut seed in my body; and, God willing, I am made sweet and fresh.

It is the water that is made sweet and fresh. There is a design association between cash and the Horsechestnut seed phenomenon. Given that money is supposed to be sweet and fresh, the amazing conclusion is the sweet body is like money. God would not be willing.

So, spending cash money has an effect on the bodies with Horsechestnut seed.

In a future post, I will say a little about making bottled water sweet and fresh tasting over time by saving. I even like calling it Holy Water.

Schizoaffective Illness Working

To read an interesting post on Mental Illness see the link to Barbara Kingsolver’s The Lacuna. There is an interaction of two kinds of mental illnesses, Schizophrenia and Schizo-Affective Mental Illness. I have encountered people who have Schizophrenia. I do not have a dominant gene for conscience that people with Schizophrenia have. My mental Illness is still present, it just manifests in an understandable way. I have ranted about someone in this post which I have offered the reader a link to read more but the truth is that it is an offensive post concerning me and my feeling about home life. It is about the neighboring family prior to the “Sweetheart Swindle,” in which the father is believed to have Schizophrenia.

To understand how Schizophrenia and Schizo-Affective mental illnesses relate please see the gevluef picture from Wikipedia called: Pompejanischer

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Purgatory topic

Catechism [1030-1032, 954-959]

We can die in the love of God but still deserve punishment for our sins just like a person can steal something, be sorry, but still deserve punishment.  This punishment we deserve might be called the “stains of sin.”  Such stains are cleansed away in a purifying process called purgatory.  These stains of sin are primarily the temporal punishment due to venial or mortal sins already forgiven but for which sufficient penance was not done during your lifetime.  This doctrine of purgatory, reflected in Scripture and developed in Tradition, was clearly expressed in the Second Council of Lyons (A.D. 1274).

Having passed through purgatory, you will be utterly unselfish, capable of perfect love.  Your selfish ego-that part of you that restlessly sought self-satisfaction-will have died forever.  The “new you” will be your same inner self, transformed and purified by the intensity of God’s love for you.

Besides declaring the fact of purgatory, the Second Council of Lyons also affirmed that “the faithful on earth can be of great help” to persons undergoing purgatory by offering for them “the sacrifice of the Mass, prayers, almsgiving, and other religious deeds” (63)

A Redemptorist Pastoral Publication. Handbook for Today’s Catholic .  4th ed. Liguori : Liguori Publications, 2004; May 19, 2009.

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