Michelle 408

In the 1990-1991 school year, I liked Michelle Spiegel. We were seeing each other at school and in the community. I devastated her by taking up with another girl. We liked each other and I didn’t wait until we got connected up. I cheated.

The worst part about it was that she is really pretty and the other girl wasn’t. What’s worst is that I now think I was related to the other girl. I really had a lot of trouble in that relationship. I have wanted to get in contact with Michelle, but what would I say, “I blew it. I’m sorry.” She is probably still mad at me. I am truly a cheater, and I haven’t had any good, reality checking relationships since. In an earlier post I wrote that I’m loosing my girlfriends. I think that loosing Michelle, and it was all my fault, was my biggest mistake. Michelle, I’m sorry. I’m lonely. I miss being connected to a girlfriend. I’ve been waiting for something real for 18 years. Please accept my apology.

Sorry Dog

Some dogs learn sorry. Out in the country where there are chickens, the woman of the house gets a sorry dog. It is obvious what happens. The Play Waiting for Godot is also an artistic expression of the same event. The dog gets in the chicken coup.

Let’s just say someone leaves the chicken coup open. Well, the dog gets in there and throttles a few chickens. Naturally, the dog has fun; but, a dog is not wild. Dog is man’s best friend. It goes without saying that the woman of the house punishes the dog. Remember dogs only live a crazy 16 years. The dog develops the sorry character from the memory of the event or from some deeper relationship that develops with the woman of the house. She has little time, but eventually teaches the dog to be sorry. The event is saved and all parties agree that the best medicine for the dog is sorry; even the chickens agree!

There are a couple things to consider for this event. For the chicken coup, the event becomes the subject of controversy in the city. An Architect measures the chicken coup and builds condos. It is good housing because the chickens had fun during the event too. Consider the event for the dog if it is visiting and doesn’t stay around for the consequences. The event would never come to fruition. The dog would never learn sorry. The event would become the subject of controversy in the city. RAP stars would praise the dog a hero. And the woman of the house would never have the satisfaction of a sorry dog, she would only have some damaged chickens. There is more to consider about this event that can’t be said appropriately, so take some time and muse about it even if you see in your mind’s eye chickens fluttering their wings and feathers flying.