Author: Gevluef

I am blessed with a great deal of Creativity. At the core of my life's purpose and meaning, I want to express, understand, reconcile, and render Mental Illness. Now "culture" (2018), my Mental Illness has been in remission. For that Mental Health Diagnostic Criteria the fifth digit is a Five.

HPV

My mom had HPV. That alone is why she got cancer. 16 or 18 is the ones that are bad for women. She had one of them.

The secondary issue though not enough alone to get sick was David from Korea. His Blood-Type was AB. Arlene was the associated person. He smoked cigarettes. He is survived by his son Mike.

I am in the same story why my mom didn’t survive to fifty. It looks pretty grim for me without the other issues. I am the associated person for Leila who died last March 6th 2018. She had Phocomelia; a genetic disorder causing a birth defect. Any time something goes wrong with the body it’s a dominant disposition. Here I am just describing my mental illness. I have the Schizo-Affective mental illness.

It’s not too late to know about mental illness! My prognosis is good.

Rebuttal from family

The no brainer is that the Getty helped me paint. I went to Kresge though. The Architectural intentions of Kresge was to determine the amount of money J Paul Getty Jr. paid. Even while at Kresge I was identified by Kresge staff as Elwood’s grandson.

The other rebuttal about my last post; the family was told that Elwood committed suicide. Well no. He never owned a gun.

https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2021/08/15/elwoods-question/

Healing from J Paul Getty Jr.

This family is so sickening that all I see is a mess. I got a mother who as a teenager had some money coming to her. Restitution from the Getty. J Paul Getty Jr. paid Francis Beeks to kill her dad Elwood who was building a wing at one of the Southern California airplane factories.

My Father blew-it though. He offended gas before I was born (Edit note: It is believed his 1961 VW Bug was melted down on March 18, 2018). J Paul Getty was off. My father blew-it. This was so terrible my father’s mom fabricated a story about Arlene’s father being murdered to prevent herself from learning about her son ruining a car. When she got close to the truth she would say, “I don’t know anything about that;” thinking the problem is on my mother’s side. She wanted to get out of the way. This was particularly dramatic for my dad’s mom because she was born in Pittsburgh Texas; all Getty oil. She never exactly found out about dad. She didn’t like me, and father didn’t like me either.

If you can understand this scenario you could maybe help me. All these people are gone. I paid J Paul Getty’s bill in the form of philanthropy to all my family members; 2B.

I’m so disillusioned with this family. I give, and I give my money on behalf of the Getty to my family. I had the nerve to be formally trained in fine Art. I painted a great painting. I’m satisfied with it.

girl friend and 46605

Erica arrived in my life in a tennis outfit. I recollect seeing her for the very first time at my house with the painting in the background.

The other lesser distinct memory I have was at the University Art Studio where I had just painted. I was with someone. I do not have a definitive answer about Erica. It’s a close call as to whether she help me; she did make me paranoid. There are more meaningful associates: I was meeting Leila; and I had a gene in my xyphoid.

Pope Valley Baby; Significance

Just a little comment concerning the Pope Valley Baby. I’m supposed to be discussing this topic. Well, the Pope Valley baby is a baby. I lived in the house for 4 years where the baby was just outside in the yard. Our family owned the property for many years as well.

Many of my family members did not know there was a baby at Pope Valley Winery. Now that the baby is gone, I feel better about babies; they have a lot less power over me. But, “times up!” And security trouble; even homelessness is no longer a threat. I feel a little easier going about pregnant women because they can’t hurt me.

The common thread is obvious. I could loose my mental health. Now, it is buried in a cemetery; hopefully happy there. It is out of reach and among others. I could watch ParaNormon.

Operation

In 1997, my brand new roommate, Marshall got an operation. There was nothing I could do to quell his attitude. He picked a fight. The painting was in the same room. The Bixby House closed shortly after I moved. I had to move on short notice. The Painting was nearly lost; a county storage locker. The service provider, of housing never realized that sometimes people who have had an operation fight.

It wasn’t my fault.

Pope Valley Baby Cont.

With what you know about the Pope Valley Baby and a little more thinking, you could realize that I have an aversion to the condition of pregnancy. The baby forms more and more like what the Pope Valley Baby looks like. I relapse because “baby” as a cohort has a lot of power.

Up until this time, I just avoided expected mothers. Now that the Pope Valley Baby is appropriate I might be cured of my phobia.

Please read my older post on pregnancy. This was when I thought about the condition the clearest: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2009/02/23/pregnancy-2/

Comment: September 13, 2024: This was one of the problems I had at UC Santa Cruz. What a relief I don’t have this problem anymore.