Author: Gevluef

I am blessed with a great deal of Creativity. At the core of my life's purpose and meaning, I want to express, understand, reconcile, and render Mental Illness. Now "culture" (2018), my Mental Illness has been in remission. For that Mental Health Diagnostic Criteria the fifth digit is a Five.

Doctor’s Care

What does it mean to be under a doctor’s care?

I’m hoping I will get the remedy if it is something going around – an example is the flu. Having the benefit of a doctor, I would probably get the moldy bread containing the antibiotic medicine – this much any doctor could do – a well-paid doctor for some help with a recent directive.

Classical Music sometimes sounds like the moldy bread story. Maybe doctors listen to classical music to get a remedy and money. I wonder what other remedies can be unlocked with music or a lot of money – I’m looking back on it way after penicillin. 

How I got to be a Downsider

I was living at Weatherford Hall at Oregon State University. One day I went to the music store in town. I looked at the records at the store and joined a small group of people at the register. The visitors brought in the Downsiders All My Friends Are Fish CD and vinyl album. They said that they had a cool record to share; and so I said that I would buy it. They said well which do you want the vinyl or the CD and I picked the CD. And then she said it’s going to have to be the CD. I’m not sure how I managed but I got the Downsiders and that was my mission.

The Downsiders are from Cal State University Chico. That’s where Greg is from. He looks like Clinton. Although he is not happy about going to Chico, he says, “Guys can stir.” I visited Chico in the Summer of 2001.

Plan For Threatening; Library

I’m quite old nearly 53 years old. I was 38 when the South Branch was built in 2006. It is one of the places I am keeping track of.  So, the key to the building is given away by a giant Mural; the theme is threatening and reading. I want to establish a plan. So if I were threatening which I’ve already said I have been around a while, I would need to go to the South Branch Library in Oxnard.

Below is the mural I’m referring to. Also, I have written more about the Library: Gevluef about the Oxnard South Branch Library

Above is the scoop about the library in which staff handles threatening issues. Although I wonder about the Library’s Architectural design, I am sure about the Mural. It’s a give away of our community features such as Indians of our local tribes. I am referring to Oxnard’s South Branch Library in particular. If threatening South Branch is a must see!

History With Russians

Knowing discernment about the conscience is knowing no fear. Tim had a dominant gene for conscience and an AB type person with phocomelia. Going back to when Tim was friends with me he fulfilled the Russian role in socialization.

I have recessive genes for the conscience, and an AB type person with phocomelia. Going back to my friendship, I fulfilled the presidential role in socialization.

Ronald Reagan was the exact perfection as president and I think Ronald Reagan brought me over to the Russian side. For the last 29 years Russia has had me in mind; since Ronald Reagan. I believe the Russians are trying to give back in the form of Jeff. I know what it’s like to be presidential because of Ronald Reagan even though he gave me over to the Russians. As they are trying to do, the enigma is Jeff.

Comment; May 22, 2022: I need to say that the Russians were able to provide India with Chicken Pox Vaccines. This is more of a history for India than Russia. Read it in another post: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2009/07/01/official-slumdog-payment/

 

Erica’s Rule

I finally have some traction as to my relationship with Erica Wax. I learned where Erica was mentally for our relationship that ended in 1993. She may not have been happy in our relationship, but because of her thoughts about relationships in general she stayed with me.

The relationship ended when I broke up with her. The significance is I broke up with her. See, she believes that women can hurt their boyfriend by breaking up; it just results in a broken heart. For the guy, he can’t recover. A girl on the other hand can recover from a guy breaking up with them. Women are much stronger than men, and so Erica’s rule is compatible with men’s issues. Looking back on our relationship, I don’t have a problem.

More Pepsi

I think many actors that are representing a product have bizarre thoughts about it. Like maybe the product isn’t really as good as they’re supposed to say. Attempting to donate money to me for my endorsement of Pepsi, where I experienced that, the company was very upset about my thoughts. I just want to acknowledge something like that happens quite often for actors.