Choosing

I know my painting is a very beautiful work of Art; however, it is time for me to bring up an issue that is not that good. What happens is the extremely beautiful girls visit me. I am a guy; and, I appreciate that very much, but I want to discourage the visits. The girls that visit choose. It is stressful for me because I want them to choose RIGHT. That doesn’t always happen. I have written a worksheet about the Advance Directive in an effort to teach people that it helps girls who are crying. Search the site for “Advance Directive,” to see what I’ve written. I really like getting visits and perhaps it would be better if you want to visit that you’ve already chosen. There is no danger to the viewer of the painting and no danger to people visiting and reading this Blog. It just has to do with me personally. I’m a chooser. That is my issue. I’m glad you are interested in my work, but maybe it would be better to celebrate the painting’s beauty at a distance. I’m really sorry because a beautiful girl has a way of making me happy.

Bail

This post is irrational in nature. If you happen to catch on to what I’m saying, you might want to, “do it.” This is about BAIL.

To do it is to satisfy something of mind. It was Rene Descartes who meditated on the Mind-Body phenomena. The Philosopher wants to be on the winning side; and so a person could be stuck with a Mind-Body problem without ever knowing that there is an outside. It is after Descartes that the notion of BAIL becomes significant; that is to satisfy mind to such an extent that there is a release to something else. Getting to the outside is a question of BAIL.

And so I want to bring to the reader this question. What is the matter of your BAIL? I even want to implore the reader to, “do it” to such an extent that bail is satisfied.

Topics relevant to this post:
• Doing something bad will depend.
• The evil eye and the illegal substance can be solved with eye make-up.

Comment: July 8, 2025: The most popular reading of Rene Descartes is “Night Watch.” Doing Night Watch causes a rash on the hands. Keep doing Night Watch every night; the rash goes away after a while. I continue to do night watch every night. It is a practice that makes me sensitive to lights. This practice is the meditations Descartes spoke of. The Bible verse that speaks of this practice is in the Gospel, John 9: 1-41.

Dzi Bead
Comment: September 7, 2025: I recently discovered the Tibetan DZI agate beads. Here is a search for them. DZI beads with eyes.

Seeing an eye can mean something bad is going to happen with your services; it’s a reason to try saving your service. You want your services. They help. They are your support structure.

This is a Dzi general overview: “Spiritual Protection: Dzi beads are believed to ward off negative energies and protect the wearer from harm. Attracts Good Luck: They are known to bring good fortune, prosperity, and success in various aspects of life.”

Technical Details for 46605

I want to provide some technical details about the 46605 paint quality. An appraiser or Artist professional might be interested in this sort of writing.

There is a heavy grade canvas which came from a sail maker. It is a hundred percent white cotton like the kind used in sail making. I did not cut the canvas piece; instead I found dimensions that were similar to the canvas size; 46605 is the dimensions in inches. The stretcher bars are plywood strips and Masonite reinforced corners. There is quarter inch round molding nailed to the front of the stretcher bars that separates the flat plywood from the canvas. Genuine Gesso paint was applied as the primer.

Like a photograph, 46605 is painted in layers. The color was the first layer of paint. The colors were from Betty’s paint box: see Gevluef’s Betty’s Paint Box. They were old paints and some were dried out. My color pallet was limited to those paint tubes I could get to work from Betty’s paint box. There is no red in the painting. Since the color was the first layer, it was laid down thin with a lot of Turpentine and no Linseed oil. The first layer dried overnight. Next I applied a Dammar Varnish over the entire surface. The color layer did not bleed into the Dammar Varnish. The viewer might have noticed the Dammar Varnish as the reflective parts of the painting’s surface. This middle layer reflects light in areas where the final layer did not cover. The reason for the Varnish was because I did not want any of the color to bleed into the final layer of just shades of light and dark.

The most interesting part of the final black and white layer was the smell of the black paint. It wasn’t the typical oil paint smell. It smelled like used motor oil. These were antique oil paints. I had already been resourceful in using the dried paint tubes in the color layer. So, I was compelled to use this odd smelling black paint too. The black paint came out of the tube pretty good; dry and slightly flaky. There were flakes of metal when I thinned it with turpentine. The final layer was just with black and white paint. I started with thin paint mixed with wax medium. I used quite a lot of wax medium with both black and white paints. Mixing with wax medium gave the surface a textured matt finish. As I went over some parts with more paint I had to use some linseed oil to fatten the paint as I did not want to cut into paint that was already there. Betty’s paint box did not have any white. I used student grade Chromium White. In 1991, there was neither lead nor titanium, artists were accustomed to Chromium. I think it took three days to paint. In each session I covered the entire canvas with paint.

Husker Du

Doing a search for “Husker Du Zen Arcade” you will find someplace to get the music streamed. This Husker Du link is for the album Zen Arcade. I’m not sure if you can hear the music here. The Wikipedia page tells way more than you need to know about the album. Really, they are just talking about what it is like to have chosen left; a kind of philosophy. I have continued to be supportive for these people by writing about the advance directive. This music is good listening if you want to think about crying.

The sound of the music is really trebley. Give it a chance, the type of sound grows on you. The words are the most dramatic feature of this ground breaking album.

Problem with Devitt

Now my given surname is DEVITT. In this blog I wrote the Pi into the name, but other people don’t have the benefit of an explanation. Where do people see the name if not in this luxurious blog? The answer is obvious to people in my family but not so obvious to the reader. You would see the name when the family member buys something; either on the check or the VISA card.

Remember the first rule of service, “Never question a name?” Well, this one gets a lot of resistance. The Pi in the name comes with a great effort. People remember the name and build the Pi into it after trials and tribulations. However, some of the best customer service people get it right away. Many people who have helped me will never get it because they can’t see it as I have a changed name. Besides I rarely buy things. That’s okay, I’m not that proud of the name and people are having me when a family member spends money anyway.

You wouldn’t think that a Pi would be that important of an idea. With Devitt, it makes a big difference when a service is being offered. Hemingway developed thinking that Pi is something bad. I tend to agree with him because it is possible to get an F3; where Pi is basically three-something. For that to have any meaning, the reader will have had to have read my blog posts that deal with mental illness and the conscience. Basically the no-brainer is that people in my family are spending money painfully. It is all on the line when someone buys something with the name.

Kresge College

Francis Beeks probably has his difficulties with God. I have said in a previous post that he killed my grandfather because J. Paul Getty Jr. wanted it. I am sure there is money involved but I need to say that Francis Beeks was plagued with the Kresge building at UC Santa Cruz. The strange people he experienced were a manifestation of Kresge College. I might be willing to say that the Kresge Architectural intent was to show the Getty hit money. So if you need to get the checking done on Francis, Kresge is the most obvious place to begin. Does Kresge know about Francis Beeks?

Please see recent posts about Texas for the full story. There are some people who are struggling to understand what I’ve been writing about recently; some of them staff. My experience at Kresge was negative just because I’m the grandson of the murder victim, Elwood Polsen. If I try to do it, and it has to do with Kresge, I will probably get shot down. Kresge has that strong of an effect. My circumstances are just too close to truth for comfort. I’m sorry if I’ve given out the Kresge secret; I’m just disclosing the disparity I feel. I think being a student there and asking for a degree after a time just makes no sense. Maybe things have changed since Francis has passed away, but I doubt that I can make it through. I just can’t have a degree from Kresge. That’s the bottom line.

Fact Checker

In case you want to do some checking, the college issue is one fact you will want to check. I want to check it myself because it is one of complexity. Let me explain. 46605 says “UCSC,” on the back. That is University of California Santa Cruz. Did I graduate? No and Yes.

I went to UCSC the 1990-1991 school year and did all my work in that year, mostly Philosophy and Art. My mental illness didn’t kick in until 1992 when everything fell apart. In 1992 I was given a medical leave of absence.

Fast forward to the years since the millennium, the mental health agency in Santa Cruz embezzled money from me. The money was being transferred to the UC and I was accumulating credits. Then in 2011, I made a small technicality-correction with the mental health agency in Santa Cruz, and I think what happened as a result was that the University graduated me under my current legal name William Lewis in Philosophy, 2011.

That will have to do for now. I should write more about what it was I needed to do for the mental health agency that fixed things well enough to get the degree because it is pertinent to my experience from when I attended. In general though, I was one of the lucky ones because after studying that year and I had the medical leave I really understood the material. I like my college, and I like my knowledge I acquired there. I really learned my subject. Not everyone can say that about their college or their major.

So, please check this fact even though it is not good enough to stand the test of time. William Lewis isn’t involved in the painting. I am working on a better more substantial association to UC Santa Cruz for the painting. It just needs to be about Jeff Devitt. Please be patient.

Comment: August 31, 2022: There was an attempt to re-enter the University in 2002. I got a room in Capitola and enrolled. It wasn’t meant to be because the house got termites and I had to leave. I left my stuff behind. The land lady waited till now to throw away my stuff; twenty years. I imagine that she knows me pretty well.

Comment: May 14, 2024: It is at this point that the person curating my painting should make access at Kresge.