Author: Gevluef

I am blessed with a great deal of Creativity. At the core of my life's purpose and meaning, I want to express, understand, reconcile, and render Mental Illness. Now "culture" (2018), my Mental Illness has been in remission. For that Mental Health Diagnostic Criteria the fifth digit is a Five.

No Win Situation

Problems: I have many. Today my problems all seem to revolve around a staff person at home. She has had the correct thinking about me in the past, but the choices she seems to make revolve around retaliation against my illness. I have said in the past that I have a Mental Illness; I’m schizoaffective. For right now though I would like to focus on productive issues. Since my problems are brought to me from this female staff person, I have to explain about her, the trouble she brings, and the difficulties.

The other day I caved in and graced her with my company as she would need to pass medications. I showed up early to the common area where the medications are dispensed as a form of support. Since I was early, I was required to establish a need as a necessary reason for being present. I asked for a meal just to play along when I didn’t want anything at all. And, I was realizing that my good faith was checked while being reminded that there existed a plethora of chronic problems with her. She told me that the meal was for someone else, there would be no dinner, and that I was required to leave the common area to join the residents waiting outside for the medication time to pass. When I got outside I realized that the person which I have to deal with is a totally irrational female, that all her prejudices about me were wrong, and her various flaws of her person couldn’t possibly be my fault. I told the community of residents outside that I was sorry. I said sorry because I know that when a person has a problem, it is better just to have the correct response even though I know that there is another kind of thinking that addresses issues productively.

Bogus Mental Health

There is a very serious problem at the Oxnard Behavioral Health Clinic. Any staff persons having business in Mental Health should please try another place. Concerning my Mental Health, I ask that people do not contact the County. So, please do not contact Oxnard Behavioral Health for any reason.

When I have my case moved to another clinic, I will post the new clinic for people who want to work on my case.

JR Son Brendan

In 2009 while working for a counseling place in Westlake Brendan visited my board and care many times. One day he was wearing a lot of Perfume and came into my apartment. I could smell the perfume as his potency had infected the milieu. I told him not to come any closer. I said ardently not to come in my living place. I was trying to defend place because I don’t like perfume. I didn’t want a strong perfume smell in my home.

Brendan, at some point stopped, paused for a bit, tilted his head to one side, and took my apartment anyway. I could imagine that he thought himself as a staff person and that he had a right to enter my place. That was a mistake. I yelled over the violation. There was a scene in the milieu over the uproar. We did not meet, though Brendan maintains that he was scared over this. Even though he may have had a special message in mind about the perfume he was wearing, he did not get my permission to bring it in my apartment.

I think Brendan doesn’t work for the counseling place anymore; though the reason for that probably isn’t related to my trouble. What he did was he cremated a very important ancestor in my family on May 14, 2009. My father has a big belly and this important ancestor may have been his anchor. Is my father a floater?

I reasoned that I lost my major ancestor on May 14, 2009 from this situation.