We’re Getting Along

I am fascinated by the Japan and China exchange.

If I had to choose between the two I would choose China. But I am just being honest about my history. Just a little more about that; I am willing to admit that Sony is a bad name as is my family name on my mother’s side: Polson. Basically the problems these two countries are going through are based on circumstances that could be explained easily just knowing that.

Yet I get just underneath the surface, and I can understand the political issues. Koizumi, who is I guess ending his political position is somewhat bitter about having not had any sons. His claim is that China has enjoyed the benefits of its culture, a rather assertive feminist disposition. I am like what? There are women in practically every facet of my life. I learned about women’s issues. Should I be defensive about my own conscience of this imbalance? I say imbalance only to the extent that I know my best ability in contrast to myself knowledge; I leave and I am good. Assuming I am leaving as predicated by my own personal substance such as a social function, the facts about me such as my self knowledge, I also expect my constituency to also have knowledge. But, to leave similarly; I do not think I would have any gain from that proceeding. It is almost as if I have fixated on something you can pull on. I am aware that to get a son, the Y is a recessive gene, you had better not pull on anything. So, yes I am leaving and everyone is quite sure it is good. I take my leave. And; I do have issues about Return; a conversation at a Convalescent Hospital. But, that will be a subject for another story.

The intended message the Prime Minister in Japan has and wants to remedy is about the Chinese ethic. I do not want to go into the mechanisms and theories about my leave, I do know for a fact my leave is not only a part of prayer, it is also a part of the body. Some guy says who writes about Adorno says the thing I am about is anthropomorphic. I take that to mean I would be in character Somatic. I would be described as weird. I don’t see it. What is it that the guy says is anthropomorphic about me? So, how does a person recover from leave? There is no remedy. Leave is the program. And, women’s issues are a point for China to receive Constructive Criticism.

So, getting back to Japan and China, there is some confusion about just exactly how they are relating. Japan is asking for China to be Transparent. I am confused about this. Is Japan hoping China will figure out how to put it in their self? Of course this is a question taking great liberty. And the return, will China be satisfied when the Feminist ethic yields cultural reform. I doubt that there will be any reform. No, everything the same; that there is an emphatic conditioning requirement expected. I am up to the task. So, what if China has been living their culture to the detriment of national success. If what China wants, and I am there to be made an example to the degree that they will get it from me, outside the box will hurt a little. And this conditioning, the process of becoming comfortable with, “Leave,” which has to take place slowly is probably appropriate for someone like me who is good with taking leave. It is an ancient culture and with the kind of time there is much to protect. If even a person were conscious of their prayer would it advance appropriately? Japan is disappointed that a person of public order couldn’t have a son. Japan says there must be change..

Now I am pretty intelligent about the order of things. This tertiary outcome, I am saying takes time and is described as conditioning, is nothing in comparison to the fact that there is a world. I stopped. There is a world. So, which is it? This really important truth that everything even our prayers ultimately provides the way for our knowledge to be reassuring? Or is there credence to a cultural assertiveness and patient understanding the better social platform. I do not think that Japan and China disagree. It just looks like Japan has the thinking for the cosmological story to proceed. And China is outside the box. Is China Disenchanted? Why do I get my mail when ever I think something is wrong here? Would China choose Yes, or No? Does China like Expressions. How about the Story of Peter Pan? Jackson Pollock, The Stone Roses, Kung Fu Hustle.

I have some updated views which will hopefully put this political message into another perspective.

You have encountered a WALL

This is what you must say at one of those present moments. It’s one of those people that will never retaliate so they say all the stuff that is triggered to get you to talk with ‘not like’. A person collects those scraps as drivers and implements them on you. While inside out you either fill with what the person likes in the case where you need a line. “Line please!” Or it is really true about what side of the desk you are on; it’s a staff client relationship. For this latter case you don’t get a chance to confront with your feelings because it is removed from the context. It is usually better to not go out of your way because it is well messy. So try to work in a way that you stay with the ones like you. So, here is what you should say in a present moment;

I get it. It is all up to me; Is that right? I’m supposed to take a prerogative. I know this one. You offer a service. Then you use the system to break it down. If it is a service, and I think it is, I’m going to tell you; you haven’t been updated. The whole key to working the wrinkle out of this old system is to realize A person shouldn’t suffer.

I especially like this passage because if the person is that well able to manage a social exchange they are certainly subject to the idea that, though PI is a number, you are a person and that you deserve to be talked to as if you are the correct person.

The First Day of Class

The girl I wonder my content is too much about her. I think I am supposed to be writing, just not to her. Sure I have lots of ideas about writing. My main issue being I need to write more often. But my writing is probably more like revise, revise, revise, until my thoughts are no-longer a trace. This is supposed to be writing with more content rather than quality. I am quite sure you know how it sounds when you first set out to write for an example- ‘a poem’. It sounds like the guy from rush; kinda sciency and technical. Oh my God I remember that. All my metaphors were a process; It sucked.

Well, keep working on it; you will get better. Your voice will try to do something like Emmanuel Kant. This is just the beginning. Writing is pretty good most normally. Poetry is another creature. Are you OK with it. Hopefully your poems are in your notebook. After you are underway a while it sounds better; it is like pealing away the systems. The stuff that is left is art- basically.

Every so often when I begin and I should say I am a total geek. Assuming I am responsible for a childhood I have yet to realize why Humanities causes learning and science is tried out everywhere until it ends up in somebody’s journal soon to become a humanity and thus learning. If you are a chick, I recommend starting once in a while. I think I am just underneath the surface here. So, pick up an old ‘Rush’ album and put yourself through it. Well, technically, take or bring the book which ever, if it is a book; you have been at the beginning. Somewhere there is an adolescent who is going to loosen up. And somewhere there is a total geek whose tried enough stuff to take a humanity. Is this line of reason leading to the same place. If it is up to me, I will be sure there is a proud father somewhere.
Thanks.

Part I Record Collection

I am updating and doing the upkeep for my site. This is pretty much a migration from the Yahoo Blog at 360. So I am posting stuff from a year ago.

I am excited about Rhapsody. My half-brother had a rather large collection of albums spanning from the early sixties till about 1987. After that, the girl who came into his life convinced him to part with that collection; they married. Realistically, I did not think I would ever forgive him. I listened to music from his collection when ever I visited (every summer). Now there is rhapsody on the internet. It is like the record collection I learned so much about as a child. The site is really easy, just type the album and it plays streaming sound; nothing to download except a plug-in at the beginning. After the trial period I signed up. I don’t know how to say this but if my half-brother thought he would get it all back, well his thinking sorta came true. I mean I am satisfied– Rhapsody is it! I am not in touch with my half brother hardly at all. My father who had favored him for many years doesn’t know that I resolved with an Internet service instead. Without making any sense at all, I guess my father is looking through him to the degree he is expecting a fan. Is that me? My half brother is probably going to get the family money; I just wonder what he will do with it. It isn’t very much. It is probably debts if I think about it for a second. I am the rotten son, but because of Rhapsody I am not the needed Fan.

Part II Deserved Attention

You know it is an effort to think rationally; but on making the thoughts on purpose is usually a little bit out of the way since really all we can expect is the possibility. So, I want to focus on a thought. How did you get that thought? Was it a thought from just before? And here it is; and, I realize that just because you made a change of focus and I’m alone and possibly in a different place I need a little context. You have changed you perspective and it makes sense to me. Oh how troubling is this given that I’m an easy mover. I guess the best way to explain is by calling it a fortress. So you know what? I don’t really care if my stability is a variance. You especially should not worry about me they are your thoughts. All I can expect is that you are rational. As we will discover by the end of this posting it will literally be about you! But now, I’ve assured people enough, and now from a management perspective I look like a risk of safety. I have given trials and tribulations; I have learned to trust my inner voice and most about my self governance I have learned to trust my feelings; about ideas I am responsible. All of this just to keep my place in line. So, there is really no surprise that I have deserved, by reassurance to those people who could apply a therapeutic outcome for me, to in fact cause me to have a therapeutic outcome.

I have the responsibility to a smaller degree that if even my father has decided that I am his rotten son, I have the honor of enjoying the benefits of a relationship with him, about which he has no idea. For my dad; there is no hiding places. Or if there is a hiding place, it is everywhere. So my thinking which you might say is your thinking, is the arrangement agreeably rational. The candid relationship with my father is a benefit requiring responsibility. I have re-assured people a lot; I have proved my place in my community even if I discern my adversaries. If you haven’t noticed I get practically every social disease imaginable; and , before that I was waking enough in a consistent sort of way to have gotten all my curtain calls. By about this time there is another level about to be exposed.

Part III Boy Girl: Girl boy

There is a Girl. She got one from both her parents. As a condition for her to live she had to marry. I was the chosen person. I am responsible for her childhood now that we are both adults. If the childhood is checking out right, you think you may be someone who’s childhood is passing away; it is more and more about you. Yea, you may be a person like me. Well, there is another level even deeper. The amazing part about my situation is that I have a voracious ability to learn. Assuming I am ready as it should be a possibility I learn by discernment. Yes these are thoughts, however, concerning me I am quite adapt at understanding people so far as to say that everything I learn, the various instances of the girl is mostly upkeep if that could be said about someone who is quite serious in intent to resolve. And I Forgive! Put me in the recessive crowd. The most remarkable things become apparent to me, and as I grow older I am finding it is getting easier to forgive.

Part IV The Dynamic Relationships

I can take it. Genesis, the first book in the bible explains the passage of time. It is not perhaps for someone else; and I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone; who might not handle it the same way. I have said what, and I will not suffer. The book of Daniel is much clearer. It spells out the enigma of conscience. That is only half the story. Some people are assertive about themselves; the girl is. She has my promise of transcendence into heaven. I work on this daily. It is only through the knowledge I gain. Who could have become an obstacle in this relationship which I have with the girl. If this person knows so much, is this girl whom I speak of a person with a disability? Is she deformed? If I have said, “I rest;” I know this much is true, there is a level of knowledge expected of me I will never reach; such is the depth of this girl and which I am expected to have on the basis that she wants me to know. So, do I ever really rest? Not so long as there is a possibility I could release a person from knowing facts about me. I do this to their satisfaction that they are perceived as an adversary and I am discerning. And, the girl is happy. Think of this as if the girl is too assertive and there is a congregation of people (perhaps only one) all taking the The Roman Catholic Communion (the body and blood of Jesus). She relaxes!

About the girl, I will say that she chooses rightly. I fear the crush worthy wrath, the fullness of understanding, a religious tradition, the simple fact of name; I will release everything I have if I realize myself as suffering. Is this just the emotion of anger that I am willing to acknowledge? The pictures of Cezanne, and he should be taken as a great artist, show the suffering a person should never have to endure. Yes, I know I have within myself sympathy for Cézanne. And he was the last person to be getting caught in the loop where there was no hiding. He painted. This context I must use. I will use my resources to save a life but not a life if I thought by voting I could prevent a person from suffering as Cézanne did. I could be in contradiction with him, but it has been proven, all things must work for the betterment of human kind. And I have said I am not suffering. Why should this matter to anyone. Who is telling me I must know all this. Is it not well enough understood that everything works in a good way. And I have been brought to yet another level of depth.

Part V Closing with the Self Doubt

I am at the point that my stories are like a Twig whose careful conditioning has caused the twig to straighten. I release them into service. Yea; I am proud. There is improvement and it has satisfied me. What again is it, am I thinking here? I am using thoughts– is this a bad trip? I am not broken; I am in Doubt. I have self doubt. And, it no-longer is about my father, or a girl that is close to me, it is about you. I am sharing. Did you realize something I could never know? And I am doubting. I doubt I could ever go the Harvard. It is a technicality. The people who go to Harvard have no need for practicality and different bits of knowledge just underneath the surface, they are people who work for success. I am astonished. Harvard students will ascend to the top of their field. And I am doubting, isn’t that great. Now you know something which I have told you, and in return I want you to make sure I never go to Harvard. You will wake those staff educators of this news because I have doubted there is a technicality which will bring controversy and shame to the various generations of Harvard Alumni. What is being asked of these few who go to Harvard is by no means of mine a concern but an issue of name. I am satisfied, I am equipped, I am in a stable context, and I hope I am not a burden for these scholars. I only doubt myself. I concede there are better ways. I ask only for forgiveness. Throughout history there have been people who are great, let me say that you are great. And it has not been always that easy to achieve greatness. Some instances have ended badly. There is treason, and crimes, and faults all are instances of how I have observed that History ends badly. I have no needs and even as I doubt myself; I forgive. It is just another chapter in time. I will rest now.
Thank you.
goodnight.

Hugh

Intrinsic Value of the Computer Media

From my experience, the only feedback I am able to get is News. The correctly manifested status of Return is applied to a mature adult. I guess you can get the truth about Return by trying to characterize it. I imagine myself aged and living in a convalescent Hospital. But Nobody goes to those places; even though a family member is there. So, how do these people talk about Return. It is: Libel, class action, recall, law Suit, side-effect, wrongful, and defect.

So, that does it! Somebody uses my Return they are not going to be a happy camper. So, I do not in the least expect anyone to comment on my journal. It is sufficient to say that I am a redeemer. Have you bed-Rocked your Religion? That’s OKay for right now. You just keep thinking about Jesus. The theme in this context is FORGIVENESS.

I have been giving presentations. I am taking a prerogative. This media’s natural intrinsic value predicates a therapeutic process; does anyone object to this? I hope not; I can pay the bills. It sounds like I have been thinking about my pass time. I am willing to consider the merits of my experiences as good regardless of the lack of feedback. And, I have concluded that I do not need it. I sound as if I’m an author.