Category: Associations

The Laurel House

Progress Place umbrella of services included a transitional house for clients until they get independent housing: Laurel House at 3133 Laurel Street in Napa California. I stayed there a few months in 1995. What that house has is an old water softener system that isn’t being used. The staff knows about this feature because in the garage there is six fifty pound bags of rock salt from when the system was working. The rock salt is a remnant collecting dust and cobwebs. I think I knew about that when I was there; but, I surely didn’t forget it for six years after. Laurel House made a big impression on me. And, I really appreciate getting to stay. Thank you Laurel House!

Donating to Jeff

Tim Yates who I’ve written about in previous posts believes my money belongs to him. There is a moratorium on me receiving money because he is blocking it from coming in. To this day, I still have not received any money from donations.

I continue to donate, however, from a cache of funds involving the staff. Mostly these donations are made with the understanding that the staff is operating as a non-profit. I am being left out of the formula. This no longer works for me because I am the only one without money from a vast array of friends and family with millions.

People have tried to donate to me only to have their mail returned. This is consistent with the staff directive established by Tim Yates also known as Hugh Farrell.

Most of the people who know about me donate because I made a big splash in mental health when I got my rhinoplasty in October of 1991. If you don’t know what a rhinoplasty is then you should learn about it. But if you do know about the rhinoplasty, you probably know that I’m supposed to get the old money and that my problem is that new money doesn’t do that. It’s pretty much all staff money.

The rhinoplasty is more than twenty years old though, and I have to start the matter of royalties from my painting. This matter is becoming more important because I am 45 years old. This is the minimum age for an annuity. The money that comes in from the painting in the form of royalties should reach me directly. Because of Tim or Hugh Farrell I’m not getting my royalties. So, I’m asking for my royalties on the painting. At this point just sending a check won’t work. I would like it very much if a private investigator could be hired to try to get money to me directly. I know that I am not asking for too much. But it has to be done. Thank you for your prompt attention in this matter.

Blame The Fabric Softener

In 1992, I pee’d in a bottle. The medicine I was taking at the time was Stellazene. My pee was different than it usually is. Tim’s mom found the bottle and drank it. But that is not the only poison that she drank. She developed heart disease and never told her family that she drank fabric softener. She never said, “I drank fabric softener!” If she did say that to someone, they would understand why she had such difficulty with her heart. But drinking pee is not the problem with her death. The reason she died was a complication of her heart due to drinking fabric softener.

My People Are Choosing Left

Comment: Dec. 9, 2022:

If you feel worried, please be as quiet as possible. Please be quiet. Ask for silence.

Thank you.

The people associated with me are choosing left. I have written about the Advance Directive in an effort to manage the phenomenon. If you have chosen left, search my blog for information on the Advance Directive.

People are choosing left and I have to explain why this is happening. It is complicated so please have patience with me. The person who is stalking me and is my arch enemy is Tim Yates. Now everything seems to lead back to me because he has a great deal of insight about me. The reason my people are choosing left is because Tim rolls his stomach. The energy that is ejected from his doing this has an effect on my mind. I would like to believe that he would be found after a time, but that rarely happens. There are many iterations of this energy that are never found. Why it is affecting my left brain, I do not know. His energy may be going to the left brain because he has used my information implicitly to write a book. And, due to the verbal modality, the nature of his energy stays on that part of the brain that processes language.

Tim’s mental disorder is hurting his spirit. There are difficulties of his thinking. They are negative thoughts. Self-pity and ineptitude are chronic problems. Now relative to the energy he is putting out there, a very sad manifestation is in the works.  He has created a very sad and dark hole. Using the word “because” in these conditions broadens the perspective.

There are two ways in which I will deal with my problem of this left phenomenon. I will continue to support a special worker with making access to mental health about Tim’s Schizophrenia. With a staff support structure, Tim’s babies should obey the conventional right. I am also concerned about Tim’s mother who died years ago from heart related complications – she has an Ape heart. I do not know who she is or where she is, but her service may have an integral part of the left phenomenon.

This energy problem is very dangerous because people are choosing left. Tim Yates has schizophrenia and I have sustained a great deal of damage because he thinks about me. If you can think of anything that will help with this problem, I wish that you would apply it as a remedy.

Thank you for your patience as I am devastated in the wake of Tim’s mental disorder.

Comment: March 9, 2016: In this discussion I am blaming Tim for my people choosing, something he was doing with his body. I have written recent posts about Tim Yates, but it is critical for me to comment here not because there are updates about Tim, but there are updates about choosing left. The precise cause of choosing was a Trig Table. When I got rid of my Trig Table everything stopped happening to my people. I am so relieved and thankful that staff allowed me to work the problem out.

Comment: June 5, 2022: Note that there are probably people from whatever circumstances who are choosing left. Please, read all you can here and elsewhere about the Advance Directive. It’s the game changer for someone who is crying.

This is the list of my writings here at Gevluef about the Advance Directive. The New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026 is essential.

Gevluef search link for Gevluef on wordpress.com search “Advance Directive”
https://gevluef.wordpress.com/?s=advance+directive

Comment: May 22, 2024: There is a remedy for this. Set a Countdown trimmer for 5 -10 minutes with a repeat function. You will be able to identify the Inertia. How long does that take? Until you are found.

Inertia defined: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inertia

For a list of watches that have the CDT with repeat function: https://www.watchuseek.com/posts/53021552/
My personal favorite: https://amzn.to/4dOxqvu

YouTube Count down timer with repeat every 5 minutes: https://youtu.be/GADW8Nlnc1s
5 Min repeat: 2Hours

Worried – ask for silence; be quiet

The Case Manager

I gave my consent for something while meeting with my case manager and I won’t ever again: to whom and for what I’ll never know. But if you are an office person you will want to know what happened; or more importantly, how to get someone’s consent similarly.

I was in a one-on-one with my case manager. It was my time to talk with him. We were talking. The desk phone rang and I said, “You can get that.” He answered the phone and spoke briefly about a form being filed after which we resumed our conversation.

I was uncomfortable with the interruption. Later, I realized that I had given my consent for something. If nothing else, I felt cheated out of my one-on-one time. I won’t ever give my consent to that kind of interruption again. I remembered that as one stunt a person could pull off if they wanted permission of some kind from someone they meet in the office. But my advice is to foster an open and honest relationship with your constituency.

Comments on Research

If I have the 22q11.2 deletion syndrome, it would have contributed to the ease in which Leila found me. She is my AB associated person from as early as when she was conceived. At that time, I was two years old. That she has phocomelia cannot be measured in me. She and I are associated. I just think that this genetic deletion makes a person who could be one, two or three years old more susceptible to getting involved with the AB type. It could not be possible that the deletion was a result of the association to the AB. I was already made. I was two years old. There are no changes possible to a person’s genes.

There should be no fear. A person’s genes are who they are. Try to feel safe knowing that there is nothing to break. The people who are differentiating the conscience and think those that don’t get it are broken have a thought disorder. The distinguishing of the conscience has to do with the size of the twenty-second chromosome. Some people have recessive genes. If a person is to learn their way out of a thought disorder; they should know that distinguishing the conscience is a genetic issue. There are no changes possible to a person’s genes.

You like who you are and you will always be that way.

International Advance Directive

I’ve written a New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026. Notice that I refer to a practice as that which takes place at a Hospital, but the advance directive could be adapted for a doctor at a general medical practice. This would still meet the criteria stipulated in the worksheet.

Take another look at the New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026. You won’t find any indication of the worksheet subject matter on the advance directive. It is strictly business. If you do try to propose your information to a doctor under the worksheet concept, it should also be strictly business.

Good luck

Retrospective Conscience

I’ve been thinking about the therapeutic process. Most of the stuff out there is psychoanalysis. Freud must have been concerned with the twenty-second chromosome. Mostly in the case for the dominant trait for conscience as it is passed on from the mother. What I think might not agree with what I’ve said about Freud in the past, but my mom didn’t have a dominant gene. She was recessive in chromosome number 22. That means I might not be the most ideal patient for psychoanalysis.

Now there is a female with phocomelia where I am particularly interesting. The cause of phocomelia is when a child inherits two dominant genes for conscience; one from each parent. This genetic disposition is so assertive that it mars the body, and thus the deformity of the hands and arms. Because this dominant-dominant trait of the twenty-second chromosome is so assertive those babies that do survive are most often of the blood-type AB. There is a Schizophrenia or Schizo-affective Mental Illness in this story, but I’m trying to make a case for psychoanalysis. I wouldn’t say that much about my mother like Freud did with many of the people he studied, but everything pretty much revolves around Leila. This is a no brainer for me, but for a therapist, it is only as easy as finding the language to clinically express my condition. It is not an inheritance issue. In fact I did not inherit a dominant gene for conscience from either parent; I’m recessive like my mom. That is why I ultimately believe that I’m Schizo-affective. At the very least I can say that I have a diagnosis. It is a good start since I am in therapy and the clinician has to start somewhere.

I started out saying I’m not predisposed for psychoanalysis, but on further consideration I realize that having a mental health diagnosis is an awfully good start.

In the blog I have written a lot about the conscience and that is why I have called this a retrospective