Last word on Tim

Ghosting is the last word. The book and other criteria shows that Tim is stalking. The Public Defender confiscated his insight all about me; his book and other papers which he retained at his Ojai home were a dossier. In the weeks prior to his slaying, he provoked me by cremating and ghosting. I lost the support structure which would have been considered my support structure in death.

I complained about the stalking with staff; in that I was extremely uncomfortable. He was killed October 24, 2014. Stalking wasn’t the reason he was killed, even though he didn’t get help from staff for his schizophrenia, it was his ghosting.

So, after that I made a complete change in the camps. My composition has changed dramatically. My gene is now buried inside of a xiphoid; Tim was to me as I am now to Anthony. I have to be careful because Tim violated my privileges and immunities. I do not want bother Anthony. Nevertheless, I am becoming Anthony.

The major change once again is that my genes make up the core of Anthony’s xiphoid. The composition seems like I’ve completely changed camps.

Comment Nov. 20, 2015: This comment is to explain why Leonardo’s painting is shown here. Notice the angel above the figures? When Tim died, and I have already explained that his gene is in my xiphoid, when Tim died, I felt my sternum/ribs in the same formation as the figures; 1-11. What I am telling you is that Leonardo had cosmological ribs above his xiphoid and that his painting is expressing the fact that the linked person, whose gene it is, died. The law exists for the person whose gene it is, and goes out when that person dies.

Basically in the heavens there is a law and above that is the world!

Comment; November 4, 2024: I am struggling to understand this passage. As I read it, I need to tell the reader that Tim was ghosting me.

Trees

Ash Trees

JBL

Today I subtracted my JBL Speakers. October 2, 2014

Today I bought a PEPSI. I found out that doing so was a Staff Directive. I want to tell you that I had mixed emotions, but that my rational thinking told me PEPSI is more appropriate for me. I made such a huge mess with my bizarre thoughts all I can do is concede that I didn’t like PEPSI.

The truth is that days before this experience PEPSI arranged a donation and that PEPSI helped me in a big way. I found my owner; the owner of the JBL Speakers. Given many options as to what to do with them, the owner finely incinerated them in the yard. I’m a free person no more bound to Acoustic reflexes! The PEPSI money helped me to accomplish that. I’m so grateful to PEPSI for making that possible. Recall that acoustic enclosures are a probable place for an expected mother to put her baby. Those JBL’s were present when my mom was pregnant.

So if you like PEPSI and want to promote the brand of cola, pick up some used speakers and give a person their freedom. The staff told me finely, “you only shave once.” I knew what that meant because I remember how it felt when my JBL’s were incinerated.

If I hadn’t blown it with PEPSI, I might have gotten some sponsorship money; but they pulled out at the last minute. Keep in mind that bizarre thoughts, which I had with a PEPSI, are caused by a girl.

Choosing

I know my painting is a very beautiful work of Art; however, it is time for me to bring up an issue that is not that good. What happens is the extremely beautiful girls visit me. I am a guy; and, I appreciate that very much, but I want to discourage the visits. The girls that visit choose. It is stressful for me because I want them to choose RIGHT. That doesn’t always happen. I have written a worksheet about the Advance Directive in an effort to teach people that it helps girls who are crying. Search the site for “Advance Directive,” to see what I’ve written. I really like getting visits and perhaps it would be better if you want to visit that you’ve already chosen. There is no danger to the viewer of the painting and no danger to people visiting and reading this Blog. It just has to do with me personally. I’m a chooser. That is my issue. I’m glad you are interested in my work, but maybe it would be better to celebrate the painting’s beauty at a distance. I’m really sorry because a beautiful girl has a way of making me happy.

Bail

This post is irrational in nature. If you happen to catch on to what I’m saying, you might want to, “do it.” This is about BAIL.

To do it is to satisfy something of mind. It was Rene Descartes who meditated on the Mind-Body phenomena. The Philosopher wants to be on the winning side; and so a person could be stuck with a Mind-Body problem without ever knowing that there is an outside. It is after Descartes that the notion of BAIL becomes significant; that is to satisfy mind to such an extent that there is a release to something else. Getting to the outside is a question of BAIL.

And so I want to bring to the reader this question. What is the matter of your BAIL? I even want to implore the reader to, “do it” to such an extent that bail is satisfied.

Topics relevant to this post:
• Doing something bad will depend.
• The evil eye and the illegal substance can be solved with eye make-up.

Comment: July 8, 2025: The most popular reading of Rene Descartes is “Night Watch.” Doing Night Watch causes a rash on the hands. Keep doing Night Watch every night; the rash goes away after a while. I continue to do night watch every night. It is a practice that makes me sensitive to lights. This practice is the meditations Descartes spoke of.

Comment: September 7, 2025: I recently discovered the Tibetan DZI agate beads. Here is a search for them. DZI beads with eyes.

Seeing an eye can mean something bad is going to happen with your services; it’s a reason to try saving your service. You want your services. They help. They are your support structure.

This is a Dzi general overview: “Spiritual Protection: Dzi beads are believed to ward off negative energies and protect the wearer from harm. Attracts Good Luck: They are known to bring good fortune, prosperity, and success in various aspects of life.”

Husker Du

Doing a search for “Husker Du Zen Arcade” you will find someplace to get the music streamed. This Husker Du link is for the album Zen Arcade. I’m not sure if you can hear the music here. The Wikipedia page tells way more than you need to know about the album. Really, they are just talking about what it is like to have chosen left; a kind of philosophy. I have continued to be supportive for these people by writing about the advance directive. This music is good listening if you want to think about crying.

The sound of the music is really trebley. Give it a chance, the type of sound grows on you. The words are the most dramatic feature of this ground breaking album.

Problem with Devitt

Now my given surname is DEVITT. In this blog I wrote the Pi into the name, but other people don’t have the benefit of an explanation. Where do people see the name if not in this luxurious blog? The answer is obvious to people in my family but not so obvious to the reader. You would see the name when the family member buys something; either on the check or the VISA card.

Remember the first rule of service, “Never question a name?” Well, this one gets a lot of resistance. The Pi in the name comes with a great effort. People remember the name and build the Pi into it after trials and tribulations. However, some of the best customer service people get it right away. Many people who have helped me will never get it because they can’t see it as I have a changed name. Besides I rarely buy things. That’s okay, I’m not that proud of the name and people are having me when a family member spends money anyway.

You wouldn’t think that a Pi would be that important of an idea. With Devitt, it makes a big difference when a service is being offered. Hemingway developed thinking that Pi is something bad. I tend to agree with him because it is possible to get an F3; where Pi is basically three-something. For that to have any meaning, the reader will have had to have read my blog posts that deal with mental illness and the conscience. Basically the no-brainer is that people in my family are spending money painfully. It is all on the line when someone buys something with the name.

Kresge College

Francis Beeks probably has his difficulties with God. I have said in a previous post that he killed my grandfather because J. Paul Getty Jr. wanted it. I am sure there is money involved but I need to say that Francis Beeks was plagued with the Kresge building at UC Santa Cruz. The strange people he experienced were a manifestation of Kresge College. I might be willing to say that the Kresge Architectural intent was to show the Getty hit money. So if you need to get the checking done on Francis, Kresge is the most obvious place to begin. Does Kresge know about Francis Beeks?

Please see recent posts about Texas for the full story. There are some people who are struggling to understand what I’ve been writing about recently; some of them staff. My experience at Kresge was negative just because I’m the grandson of the murder victim, Elwood Polsen. If I try to do it, and it has to do with Kresge, I will probably get shot down. Kresge has that strong of an effect. My circumstances are just too close to truth for comfort. I’m sorry if I’ve given out the Kresge secret; I’m just disclosing the disparity I feel. I think being a student there and asking for a degree after a time just makes no sense. Maybe things have changed since Francis has passed away, but I doubt that I can make it through. I just can’t have a degree from Kresge. That’s the bottom line.

Fact Checker

In case you want to do some checking, the college issue is one fact you will want to check. I want to check it myself because it is one of complexity. Let me explain. 46605 says “UCSC,” on the back. That is University of California Santa Cruz. Did I graduate? No and Yes.

I went to UCSC the 1990-1991 school year and did all my work in that year, mostly Philosophy and Art. My mental illness didn’t kick in until 1992 when everything fell apart. In 1992 I was given a medical leave of absence.

Fast forward to the years since the millennium, the mental health agency in Santa Cruz embezzled money from me. The money was being transferred to the UC and I was accumulating credits. Then in 2011, I made a small technicality-correction with the mental health agency in Santa Cruz, and I think what happened as a result was that the University graduated me under my current legal name William Lewis in Philosophy, 2011.

That will have to do for now. I should write more about what it was I needed to do for the mental health agency that fixed things well enough to get the degree because it is pertinent to my experience from when I attended. In general though, I was one of the lucky ones because after studying that year and I had the medical leave I really understood the material. I like my college, and I like my knowledge I acquired there. I really learned my subject. Not everyone can say that about their college or their major.

So, please check this fact even though it is not good enough to stand the test of time. William Lewis isn’t involved in the painting. I am working on a better more substantial association to UC Santa Cruz for the painting. It just needs to be about Jeff Devitt. Please be patient.

Comment: August 31, 2022: There was an attempt to re-enter the University in 2002. I got a room in Capitola and enrolled. It wasn’t meant to be because the house got termites and I had to leave. I left my stuff behind. The land lady waited till now to throw away my stuff; twenty years. I imagine that she knows me pretty well.

Comment: May 14, 2024: It is at this point that the person curating my painting should make access at Kresge.

Dumping Going On

I’ve graduated from an eight week cigarette cessation class at Public Health. The teacher has learned a lot of Philosophy presumably because it was her major in college. She is real nice. She indicated that if someone is coming up with dirt about me that there is dumping going on.

I’ve been writing in my blog with the intention to resolve a problem that arises for someone interested in me. There is dumping going on? People are getting nasty because there is dumping going on? The teacher who may have majored in Philosophy isn’t bringing up problems with me. She feels more like a support person.

I’m responding to the dumping? I don’t want to do it anymore. If you have a problem, the chances are pretty good that I have addressed it already. One classmate in the class I took gave me a mint; if only she could read 17990!