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Alan Greenspan Problem

Even if you are a celebrity the Passport Office treats you no differently than any one else. Leaving money at home is the last thing to do wrong when traveling abroad. Securing home should be the first thing when traveling. You give your pocket money until you zero to the Passport Agent. You will know not to have any money at home during your trip. The people will migrate.

So when Alan was traveling, he had a lot of antique money at home. Big problem. When he got home he couldn’t afford his will.

This is just another reason he would change the money (1997). He couldn’t afford his will.

New Direction Change

I have to work on my change of Gevluef. It’s about Elwood. He is a type that doesn’t. It doesn’t matter what, he just doesn’t. This type of person would be good at teaching. In an interaction as the teacher’s role is, “yes, but go on and read.” The child is expressing the parents’ love. And the said Sophist is making it an equivalency. The child is supposed to learn.

Particularly, this person may be thinking incorrectly in the case of Staff. “You couldn’t see his war.”   I have said that Elwood was murdered. The family says that’s right. Or that he was suicidal from loosing his family. Elwood was tired. His death was a relief to all.

I learned from the Dog Kennel.  At the Kennel you are allowed to take a dog for the day. They should loan one that doesn’t kinda like Elwood. They don’t make good pets. So, you make the dog’s last day a good one; you have a problem. You have someone you’d like the dog to meet? So, announce that the dog is tired. Return the dog to the kennel.

The change for the blog is that I don’t have a problem with the Kennel’s practice. And, I don’t have a problem with J Paul Getty Jr. for Elwood’s murder. For therapy, I want to volunteer at the County Animal Shelter. The Dog in this story has insurance from Pumpkin.care. I hope I have it right, I wouldn’t want a problem with the kennel, or the kennel to have a problem with me.

You really can get a dog for the day at the Kennel; Ventura County Animal Services: https://www.vcas.us/volunteer/

This is the Apples Note

The CRT program was an ample opportunity for me to get my housing and medication situated. I started Clozaril. The only undesirable side effect is drooling. I take Clozaril to this day. As I say I got the therapeutic value for Clozaril right away.  

The meals at CRT are a strict 2000 calories a day. So, I was eating Apples to supplement.

After the program I returned home where I saw a red light in the morning sky and had a sore Jaw. These are the signals of a XYphoid that has been formed with my white cell. I had to reason the rest of the story.

I drooled on the comforter at night. It wasn’t washed between clients. He used the same comforter with my drool. He must have thought it was a female from the smell of Apples. So he took up my white cell.

I think the psychiatrist would want to know everything about this Scenario. The date for my stay at CRT was December 14, 2014. And the person that has my white cell is Anthony Villarreal. I need help with this as the XYphoid is a process. I even think he could come to live with us at Casa E. He is invited to stay. 

The problem is a girl. They don’t do the XYphoid. That’s why I didn’t write earlier. For the girl, there is Stone Roses. I have had a lot of trouble from a XYphoid; even a legal issue. This is not suitable for a girl. I regret writing about this subject.

Elwood’s Question

I know Aunt Pat’s views about Grandpa Elwood. I asked Aunt Vel if he owned a gun. She was sure he did not. So, where did the Gun come from?

Nirvana’s song, “Come As You Are,” with the lyric “No, I Don’t Have A Gun.”

Grandma Kay was observing Elwood. She had TB. We’re not supposed to do the TB directive. J. Paul Getty Jr. did. Kay had TB. Grandpa Elwood got murdered; a wrongful death for the Getty, and restitution due. The daughters grew-up never knowing anymore than the official suicide story.

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Rebuttal from family

The no brainer is that the Getty helped me paint. I went to Kresge though. The Architectural intentions of Kresge was to determine the amount of money J Paul Getty Jr. paid. Even while at Kresge I was identified by Kresge staff as Elwood’s grandson.

The other rebuttal about my last post; the family was told that Elwood committed suicide. Well no. He never owned a gun.

https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2021/08/15/elwoods-question/

Pope Valley Baby Cont.

With what you know about the Pope Valley Baby and a little more thinking, you could realize that I have an aversion to the condition of pregnancy. The baby forms more and more like what the Pope Valley Baby looks like. I relapse because “baby” as a cohort has a lot of power.

Up until this time, I just avoided expected mothers. Now that the Pope Valley Baby is appropriate I might be cured of my phobia.

Please read my older post on pregnancy. This was when I thought about the condition the clearest: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2009/02/23/pregnancy-2/

Comment: September 13, 2024: This was one of the problems I had at UC Santa Cruz. What a relief I don’t have this problem anymore.

Getting Over Tim Yates

I’ve been reflecting on my recent history, the years from 2011 till 2015; and, I want to share my insight about why I had so much trouble. As of today, I have thinned out my Will in which I have gotten rid of the smoking guns that have caused problems for me. Since when though has matters of the Will been so dramatic that subtraction would relieve me of any further problems? And so, I have to resolve that my mental illness which was compounded by the association with Tim Yates, also mentally ill, has been the main fault. These problems are a manifestation of the situation. Again, I have experienced the pathology of the complex association with Tim.

One example, the most prominent is my having a xiphoid. Just that alone is cause for problems; see the Stone Roses. From there I have taken on a disparity of his issues making my association with Tim much more dependent. He had a chemical imbalance from Leila. He had Schizophrenia because of Chrissy. And, all of this about Tim exacerbated my experience and the experience of those I affected.

Just to say that Tim compounded my mental illness is insightful, but to realize that my problems were an expression of our relationship relieves me of the guilt I feel about the terrible things that have happened in the years preceding his death.

I am doing much better. The circumstances have changed a lot. One major difference I am able to notice is that people are more accepting of me. So, I am getting along better. I am not having problems any more. I am so thankful all I have to deal with is my mental illness. And, in my opinion, it’s a good one.