Category: Childhood

No Downsiders

I asked a staff person for help to donate to the Downsiders. I was told that there is a problem with them. They are causing harm. The consensus is “no.” I needed to hear that.

They’re doing something wrong. I am wronging relationships. I can handle everything but the hiding; that’s the last track 14 called “Blank.” I am intruding on a couple’s personal business. The problem is that I don’t want to hide (Psalm 27 & 32). I want to say no. Gold Coast Health Plan is helping me say no to the Downsiders.

Couples Privacy

 

So, what do I do if I’m hiding? I need to give the couple their privacy. This is a philosophical concept. Give the couple their Privacy; especially for those couples who are having a family.

Spinoza and Rhinoplasty

So when Spinoza refers to substance, is he referring to the conditioning of the cells? It’s the substance on the outside of the cells that makes them depressed. The substance is conservative.

The rhinoplasty corrects the breathing problem. No longer making the substance the brain is able to work out the cellular conditioning in time. Little by little the cells improve. The person thinks clearly better after the rhinoplasty. This is my recent reading of Spinoza.

Today is his best day.

My highest level was March 1, 1992

There is more writing on Gevluef about Rhinoplasty. I mentioned Spinoza. I believe that he was also distinguishing the dominant and recessive traits of the conscience. This is a major theme at Gevluef: see Conscience Page (about 9 pages).

Thanksgiving Holiday Wine

Wine for the Thanksgiving Holiday! or for aging in the cellar:

Cakebread Chardonnay Vintage 2021

I got pretty good search results for this vintage from Google:

See all the sellers and reviews for this 2021 Vintage

Comment: January 10, 2025: This wine is not without some insight. I wrote The Wine presentation on August 9, 2021. I invented a Gevluef Chardonnay 2021.

Comment: January 10, 2025: Sapere aude is the Latin phrase meaning “Dare to know”; and also is loosely translated as “Have courage to use your own reason.”

Categorical Imperative

This is amazing. My sister made access. She is no longer speaking to me. I have to disclose the matter because it pertains to my mental health and my relationship with Staff.

The categorical imperative (CI) is a central concept in the moral philosophy of 18th-century German philosopher Immanuel Kant: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Categorical_imperative

On  August 9, 2024. I found my sister; absolutely for certain.

I have needed to find her since August 16, 1990 where I exclaimed to Marcus the door man, “I need to find my sister!” He was the last person I talked to before getting kicked out of the sonic youth concert. I was dealing with this scenario going forward at UC Santa Cruz into the 1990-1991 school year.

In responding to Staff, I want to deal with the circumstances. What else was going on besides the Categorical Imperative we experienced on August 9th? She was a reader of Maurice-Merlot Ponty’s essay Eye and Mind. And, she got the Rhinoplasty I recommended. I have written about Rhinoplasty in the past on Gevluef. How’s that going?

Gevluef search link for Gevluef on wordpress.com search “rhinoplasty.” https://gevluef.wordpress.com/?s=rhinoplasty

My sister is working out. She did my directive to get a Rhinoplasty. She is experiencing thoughts that make sense to other people. Since August 9th, she has decided not to talk to me. I am sorry about that. The Rhinoplasty is absolutely the best of all possible procedures. I got one in 1991. Rhinoplasty has been a directive for our family since our early childhood when we went to the dentist: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/19/the-gaps-are-closing/ Please note that I have made our dental story public against her wishes. Besides Eye and Mind, the dental story is the enigma about us.

For her to work out this problem, the Categorical Imperative is the thing that happened leading to our rift.

Comment: November 20, 2024: Tchaikovsky 1812 Overture.

Comment: November 20, 2024: The 2024 Wine Vintage is Vineland; by Thomas Pynchon.

Comment: January 25, 2025: Here is the book I was reading: Kant, Immanuel, 1997. Foundations of the Metaphysics of Morals. Second edition. Translated with an introduction by Lewis White Beck. Library of Liberal Arts. Prentice Hall Inc.

Comment: March 17, 2025: My sister has seen some of my writing on the Septoplasty and she denies getting one. I think I need to get help with my delusion.

Philosophy Professor

I saw on TV a man was honored for his achievements. Like a deaf person realizing there is something they’re not getting, I noticed there is something wrong. I’m not getting something.

I think it’s because my Philosophy professor didn’t like me. I think I owe him an explanation for why I wanted to learn Philosophy.

Do I owe an explanation to my readers? It was the father’s directive to have Philosophy.

Comment: November 18, 2024: I did some checking on my Professor from UCSC. He died at the end of 2015. He had plenty of time to get to know me. He’s alright. He’s good. It’s okay. It’s okay. Thankfully.

At Last Light – Jeff and Disability Theory

Jeff and Disability Theory – At Last Light; A Dossier

I’m having a problem with a book from 2018. The readers want to hurt me. Read this post if you have the bad book and want to figure out what to do going forward.

The ADA is the smoking gun. The Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 is how we lost Thomas Jefferson. Because of the ADA we were feeling especially Jeff. With disability as the catalyst Jefferson didn’t make it through.

What kind of disability is the ADA referring to? There is a genetic and accidental disability. R for genetic disorder; and, T for Traumatic injury. I think I want the disabled person, the kind that is by accident to claim me and care for me and my Mental Health. I want the traumatic injury type person to have the book. It is useful for these people because they have PTSD. The book “Common to get the word out” and “Common Hate.” The book can empower a person to learn about me even though it is bad. They survived a terrible accident. They can come to general terms.

When the Government developed the ADA, were disabled people complaining about Jeff? No one is listening, not to your disability. I believe that the disabled community didn’t like Jeff. I’m Jeff, why would I want to cremate Thomas Jefferson? In 1990 I was 22 years old. I didn’t have anything in mind. I was just being Jeff.

The people that have the book and are disabled can correctly use it as a KEY to make access; presumably to use it for a government program. I need to do one of two things with the bad book. Subtract the book because it is a threat; or, give it to a handicapped person. The reason to throw it away; the book was not considered accurate. Jeff is a particular person and not a general name because of the biographical information. A dossier, it is accurate enough to identify me; Dead or Alive.

I hope you have some insight as to how to go forward with this problem. I know it is bad. I have suffered some losses. I just want to survive it.

Comment: September 26, 2024: I know that I am being threatened by this book. Other people may be experiencing it too. They may be experiencing a MOOD. There is a whole chapter in the DSM about Mood. To me the MOOD is a kind of Pi.

Comment: October 22, 2024: The author of this At Last Light book is a relative of Frances Beeks. As a possible motive historically in 1958 Frances Beeks kills Elwood Polsen. See about that in a story; the Kresge Narrative: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/12/kresge-narrative/

46605 Last Words

The Getty Story is known to Kresge Staff.

Staff wants to build a new college instead because all it does is make the Getty’s hit money known.

Going back to 1990. I was given Grandma Kay’s paint box to use at Art school. She told me the problem was in there. At college I painted 46605 with the Art supplies from that paint box. It was a masterpiece.

Just this month of August, the Art Historians sent 46605 to the Getty. It was said to be threatening. Rather then dispute this fact, I tried to tell the Getty they need to keep 46605.

Based on my family history the Getty can do threatening. They are torturing me. There are a myriad of reasons the Getty shouldn’t have subtracted my painting. Number one reason is that we are promoting for the new college in place of Kresge. This is the one thing left that a change will mean forgiveness to the Getty for Grandpa Elwood.

There is no chance to make things right. The painting was the key.