Kresge College

Francis Beeks probably has his difficulties with God. I have said in a previous post that he killed my grandfather because J. Paul Getty Jr. wanted it. I am sure there is money involved but I need to say that Francis Beeks was plagued with the Kresge building at UC Santa Cruz. The strange people he experienced were a manifestation of Kresge College. I might be willing to say that the Kresge Architectural intent was to show the Getty hit money. So if you need to get the checking done on Francis, Kresge is the most obvious place to begin. Does Kresge know about Francis Beeks?

Please see recent posts about Texas for the full story. There are some people who are struggling to understand what I’ve been writing about recently; some of them staff. My experience at Kresge was negative just because I’m the grandson of the murder victim, Elwood Polsen. If I try to do it, and it has to do with Kresge, I will probably get shot down. Kresge has that strong of an effect. My circumstances are just too close to truth for comfort. I’m sorry if I’ve given out the Kresge secret; I’m just disclosing the disparity I feel. I think being a student there and asking for a degree after a time just makes no sense. Maybe things have changed since Francis has passed away, but I doubt that I can make it through. I just can’t have a degree from Kresge. That’s the bottom line.

Texas Secret A No-Brainer

The no-brainer is that the Getty family is involved and their money was made in Texas oil. It is difficult to have a thought. My grandma was such a great lady and from Texas. I can’t see what this really means. I just need to repeat the facts and let someone else develop the idea who has a better point of view.

Jim Devitt married Arlene Polsen. They had a daughter. Before a year and five months later, when I was born, dad did his bad. He must have had a complication of being related to Rosie for what my mom had in mind. Up until my dad’s bad, my mother must have had a great deal in mind; the suit and prerogative over Getty oil money. After dad’s bad, all that must have been denied.

All this makes me think is that her children must be great people except the father blew it for them. Mark Doolan is exactly like the four daughters’ children – he says that that was his grandfather’s money. The whole lot seems to have been repressed into the sub-conscience. The painting is the only thing that expresses the what that got repressed.

In this post I have tried to express something of great importance, a status of great wealth that belongs to me, only it is such a no-brainer the feeling of wealth evades me. One thing I am sure about, the painting gives me strength as a redeemer to express something that liberates the Getty folly and my father’s bad as they are expressed through me to the outside world. And it is a work of Art. It is not something like a murder or an offence against something or someone; it is a picture. And, it is my turn. I took my turn. I’m glad too.

I just wish I could feel this. It is tremendous.

The Texas Secret

Some of my readers have seen my painting. It is possible that 46605 is an object of special study. That’s okay. I have written about the painting here in my blog myself. There is a post called 48 Fine Art. It tells about the art supplies used for the 46605 work.

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Today is mother’s day, and I bring the most compelling news. My father has a secret from his mother Rosie Devitt. She never knew that he offended gas. She always professed that she didn’t know anything about it. But, she believed she was referring to Arlene’s father who was murdered by Francis Beeks when Arlene (my mom) was a teenager. Rosie was really in denial about dad and what he did before I was born. Rosie has passed away since 1995. This family also lost her as a service in 2001. She was born in Pittsburgh Texas. The painting seems to be a worthy notice for her to discover a fact about my dad. It is my note to Grandma Rosie the news of my dad.

I’m only telling you this because the people of Texas have been talking about a secret for a little while, and it is my responsibility to explain. They are saying that JEFF is much more than they realized. Rosie was a woman with a strong mind. She deserves to be in the Art History formula because of what the painting tells her about my dad. She deserves to be in the L.A. culture because she lived in Los Angeles all her life. Writing about Rosie will get the readers in Los Angeles. Basically, I am telling what the secret is. I hope I don’t spoil things for the Texas reader.

Please recall that I have written about J. Paul Getty Jr. in previous posts. He hired Francis to kill my grandfather on my mother’s side because he was molesting his daughters. Arlene is my mother who has three sisters. Francis has passed away recently. The crime was never correctly recorded. I think that the family officially called my grandfather’s death a suicide. I met Mark Doolan the son of J. Paul Getty Jr. who has said that his family deeply regrets the hit. At the time, J. Paul Getty Jr. was living nearby my mom’s childhood home and contracted Francis when Elwood wouldn’t leave the girls alone.

This is supposed to be about Rosie and I have mentioned people on my mother’s side when in fact Rosie was on my father’s side. You should be able to make a build as to how my father could keep a secret from his mom. He would just bring up Arlene. Rosie would have nothing to do with that; and she is in denial about my dad’s gas problem.

Also keep in mind that I would have a great difficulty if 46605 fell into the Getty holdings. It is bad enough that I painted. I learned about my grandfather Elwood Polsen after that. I am doing just fine with everything how it is. The painting is open to the public in Los Angeles. This post is supposed to help the Art Historian develop material on my painting that is accessible. And, I have been telling about what the painting means to Rosie Devitt in the mind. And so, I want to wish everyone a Happy Mother’s Day!

Comment March 18th, 2018. This is a lot of drama about the car. I just need to note here that the car was dismantled and engine melted down. It felt like I fell into a pit right when I was having tea. So, I’m calling it my Tea Scenario.

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Someone has edited the Wikipedia page for Leibniz with an emphasis on cause. Please try to remember that God wants to exist. The cause that is well treated in the Wikipedia page works out from talking; particularly for a person with a monad. They are rare and very difficult to make. Perhaps the person who brought the issue to Wikipedia will get one and improve the page with content emphasizing that Leibniz had a mound on the roof of his mouth.

Comment January 18, 2023: The first appearance of the directive for philosophy mentioned here is with Edmund Husserl.

Retrospective Conscience

I’ve been thinking about the therapeutic process. Most of the stuff out there is psychoanalysis. Freud must have been concerned with the twenty-second chromosome. Mostly in the case for the dominant trait for conscience as it is passed on from the mother. What I think might not agree with what I’ve said about Freud in the past, but my mom didn’t have a dominant gene. She was recessive in chromosome number 22. That means I might not be the most ideal patient for psychoanalysis.

Now there is a female with phocomelia where I am particularly interesting. The cause of phocomelia is when a child inherits two dominant genes for conscience; one from each parent. This genetic disposition is so assertive that it mars the body, and thus the deformity of the hands and arms. Because this dominant-dominant trait of the twenty-second chromosome is so assertive those babies that do survive are most often of the blood-type AB. There is a Schizophrenia or Schizo-affective Mental Illness in this story, but I’m trying to make a case for psychoanalysis. I wouldn’t say that much about my mother like Freud did with many of the people he studied, but everything pretty much revolves around Leila. This is a no brainer for me, but for a therapist, it is only as easy as finding the language to clinically express my condition. It is not an inheritance issue. In fact I did not inherit a dominant gene for conscience from either parent; I’m recessive like my mom. That is why I ultimately believe that I’m Schizo-affective. At the very least I can say that I have a diagnosis. It is a good start since I am in therapy and the clinician has to start somewhere.

I started out saying I’m not predisposed for psychoanalysis, but on further consideration I realize that having a mental health diagnosis is an awfully good start.

In the blog I have written a lot about the conscience and that is why I have called this a retrospective

High School Diploma

My senior year at Thousand Oaks High School was not without it’s problems. Mr. Chevalier’s English class was after lunch. I ditched his class a lot. As a result of the absences I failed senior English. I was told I would not graduate college prep curriculum and because of my electives I was still going to graduate.

On graduation day I attended the exercises. I did not get a diploma. A teacher directed me to the office where I was to report my problem. There a counselor quickly wrote my name with a sharpie pen on a gold sheet of paper. It was a certificate of some kind. I could not read it because something was wrong. No other students were there and I didn’t see any other diplomas. Getting that certificate didn’t feel like graduating, and I didn’t go to any graduation parties. I really felt left out.

If you want to know what the trouble was try reading One Vote. It is the story about my sophomore year student government experience.

Revisiting Zola

F2 & F3

Tim Yates is a person from my past. His purpose is destructive because he has schizophrenia. The person with phocomelia that he is particular to is Chrissy from Downey California. She is very disillusioned that Tim is obsessed about me. It is important to keep in mind that he has a mental disorder and that he is managing because knowing about me has a therapeutic outcome.

I would expect his writing to be lucidly written. He is my enemy. I hope that my people do not deal with Tim Yates; I have enough problems without him.

Did you want to get another more reliable source in getting to know Tim? Why not try watching the TV show M*A*S*H* for more.

Comment November 3, 2024; I just want to repeat myself about Tim. See the Pompejanischer Picture to see the two different Mental Illnesses.

He died on October 24, 2014. He needed medicine. He had Schizophrenia. He was the associated person for Chrissy Shultz who has Phocomelia. I believe I had a reflex to his access. He was ghosting me. I was provoked and I was justified.

Chicken Pox

When I was a baby the doctor told my father he wanted money. My dad asked him what he wanted the money for. The doctor said, “I’m thinking about doing something.” My dad replied, “Send me a Bill.”

Starting in 1988 the United States began immunizing babies against chicken Pox. The clear and appropriate serum came from China. It’s not my fault the economy isn’t doing very well. I didn’t get the chicken pox anti-bodies. I’m willing to bet that we are paying for that serum. Now days there is probably even a Bill for it!

Rhinoplasty

The crudetah of all surgical procedures is the Rhinoplasty. It straightens a deviated septum.

A deviated septum affects the air passage ways in the nose. When they are not equal, lift is created like a wing on the septum. This lift releases a chemical in the brain that affects the outside of the cells.

This chemical conditions the cells in the body. It is conservative. After the Rhinoplasty there is no longer lift. The septum no longer conditions the cells and the condition improves. The cells communicate better because of this. It is like time works out. The Rhinoplasty is the best!