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The Picture is colored pencils and dry and oil Pastels. There is some adhesive film and thus the work is layered. It is a Portrait measuring 10.56 cm X 13.057 cm.

The work is a bit Moreish. The sharpness could be turned up while the color could be turned down. It is probably a good picture for a coffee cup. I wouldn’t mind the heat!

This picture is not signed however there are three color copies on card stock that are with my aunt Pat Mitchell, Santa Rosa, California as well as the original.

This Picture was made for Jessica.

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Star Wars

I went to see Star Wars the original episode at the downtown Wilshire Theatre with my family when it first came out. I sat with everyone on my right with the closest person being my dad. During the movie I thought it was melodramatic. I laughed to tears because it was so funny. My dad thought, “this is insane.”

There is a special cohort of people who laughed during Star Wars. Some of the movies since have been for those people that thought Star Wars was funny.

Michelle 408

In the 1990-1991 school year, I liked Michelle Spiegel. We were seeing each other at school and in the community. I devastated her by taking up with another girl. We liked each other and I didn’t wait until we got connected up. I cheated.

The worst part about it was that she is really pretty and the other girl wasn’t. What’s worst is that I now think I was related to the other girl. I really had a lot of trouble in that relationship. I have wanted to get in contact with Michelle, but what would I say, “I blew it. I’m sorry.” She is probably still mad at me. I am truly a cheater, and I haven’t had any good, reality checking relationships since. In an earlier post I wrote that I’m loosing my girlfriends. I think that loosing Michelle, and it was all my fault, was my biggest mistake. Michelle, I’m sorry. I’m lonely. I miss being connected to a girlfriend. I’ve been waiting for something real for 18 years. Please accept my apology.

Choices In Recovery

Below is a link to the Choices in Recovery Newsletter; a Mental Health reader.

Choices In Recovery

Sorry Dog

Some dogs learn sorry. Out in the country where there are chickens, the woman of the house gets a sorry dog. It is obvious what happens. The Play Waiting for Godot is also an artistic expression of the same event. The dog gets in the chicken coup.

Let’s just say someone leaves the chicken coup open. Well, the dog gets in there and throttles a few chickens. Naturally, the dog has fun; but, a dog is not wild. Dog is man’s best friend. It goes without saying that the woman of the house punishes the dog. Remember dogs only live a crazy 16 years. The dog develops the sorry character from the memory of the event or from some deeper relationship that develops with the woman of the house. She has little time, but eventually teaches the dog to be sorry. The event is saved and all parties agree that the best medicine for the dog is sorry; even the chickens agree!

There are a couple things to consider for this event. For the chicken coup, the event becomes the subject of controversy in the city. An Architect measures the chicken coup and builds condos. It is good housing because the chickens had fun during the event too. Consider the event for the dog if it is visiting and doesn’t stay around for the consequences. The event would never come to fruition. The dog would never learn sorry. The event would become the subject of controversy in the city. RAP stars would praise the dog a hero. And the woman of the house would never have the satisfaction of a sorry dog, she would only have some damaged chickens. There is more to consider about this event that can’t be said appropriately, so take some time and muse about it even if you see in your mind’s eye chickens fluttering their wings and feathers flying.

Screen Yourself

Just establish with yourself and others that the ethical issue of Murder is wrong absolutely. Then, and only then will it be possible to carry on about Jeff – Hugh Farrell and any of my topics.

“Oh Hugh, we already know this story. When you say Murder is wrong, God just gets mad.”

Could you please accept my request to screen yourself in matters concerning my work. Hugh Farrell is prepared for screening.

Betty’s Paint Box

I’ve marked 48 Fine Art public. If it has to have a date, it would be – March 18, 2018. I’ve marked The Painting of Betty’s Paint Box featuring some white canvas public. That date is December 31, 2021; when Betty White died at age 99. Why Betty White? October 19, 1991.

This is the Getty / Betty post.

Betty was Grandma Kay’s sister, I named Kay’s Paint Box, “Betty.” Betty lived out in the desert and it was thought that Kay would accept her Paint Box. I now believe that the Paint Box came from a Getty Staff person. That’s right, it was a designed paint box for the knowledge about Elwood and J. Paul Getty Jr. Isn’t that a delusion? Betty’s Paint Box was designed by someone who knew about J Paul Getty Jr’s contract and planted the Paint Box at Grandma Kay’s house.

J Paul Getty Jr. post for who Elwood is. Kay was Elwood’s wife. She gave me the paint box to use at UC Santa Cruz. She said to me, “the problem is in here,” I took the paint box with me when I went to Art School. I painted 46605 with those ART supplies. After that there was nothing left. The supplies were old oils. I got the painting 46605 from that paint box.

The only way I know that we got something from the Getty is by the name I have given to the Paint Box; Betty.

Are you interested in the Murder story? See the movie, The Titanic where there is an implicit discussion. Francis Beeks died in 2010. Have Betty promise us 46605 will never fall into the Getty holdings.

Differentiation

I’m losing my girlfriends due to artistic differentiation. Look at this image. It is a derivative of the 46605 composition. How am I losing my girlfriends? They are having sex; just with other men. They are not technically cheating. They are just choosing someone else out of the ART’s Nature. Another man is easier.Now my mind is musing that a relationship could yield great beauty sexually if only I had a chance. The reality though is that I’ve been cheated on too much. It would be easy for a girlfriend to cheat due to my losses thus far.

The main idea on beauty to me means a committed girlfriend that wants to cultivate a mutually loving relationship. I know this sounds traditional. A good girl could resist these iterations of differentiation as they occur. Take the example of the driver’s license. Does your card read CALIFORNIA across the top and a white tinted circle where the details of name are printed? Is that not the same as the derivative shown above? A good girl should not give out just because someone can corroborate her DMV information. A Loving relationship should develop with better criteria. I am sure I can create that something better.

Make Me A Picture!

A girl has this as the first directive for a guy. It’s the Age old question. There are a number of responses to this kind of a “Fire-Wall.” ART is the closest and best answer, but there are as many developments to this first directive as there are relationships.

Discussion of problems: Another possible response to the question is a Picture-Postcard! Since there are no longer any return postal services due to the new money, the postal business has to reconfigure the Postcard product. In the Post office the Postcard was a direct response in that “the picture” could actually reach the girl in a personal way. So, what is an ART major to do where all the antique letters have become books? Well I’m working on that. Let me tell you now the possibilities are exciting!

First, the Post office was the very best way to define one’s self. Assuming the postal item was itself a legitimate article, it used to be worthy of defining the conscience. Thus, the return postal service would have been a successful product; a person would send a letter and they could be it. Today, the return postal service is considered inappropriate. The Artist has to get ideas as to design and composition. A postcard without return would seem out of the realm of possibilities for the reason that the picture in theory is primarily a “Fire-Wall.” Students with an ART major are going to have to find another way to get ideas for ART because the Picture-Postcard is missing the return! The Postal Service will have to discontinue the Picture-Postcard product.

I’m a Declared Art Major. I have to do ART. I’m going to need to be in agreement with some kind of Return; Return is an essential part of Artistic composition. How will I be reinforced for doing ART when the theory requires a “Make Me a Picture” directive to include a return. It seems I have uncovered a little problem relative to the Postal service branch. Notice that I have already said that those old letters which did work as the criteria for defining the self, in so far as there is a return, could have become books. The Library is another place to look and see if a person can discover a correct self-conscience.

I will look into the possibility that ART could still be a Major minus the Postal Service. I think that might be Architecture. Who in the world would subscribe to this line of thinking when the context requires one to accept that at some time in the past the Post office had a return service; and that money has some how impeded the Postal Services’ essential functions. So, let’s move on. The basic goal to this passage is to explore the ways in which the directive “Make Me A Picture” can be achieved.

Methamphetamine and Reason

Since I’ve been learning about Methamphetamine, I have concluded that blocking the serotonin with Seroquel will aggravate the symptoms of psychosis on the basis that Meth inhibits an essential reasoning capacity not necessary to the nervous system. About Seorquel and Serotonin; there for I want to advocate for effexer because it works on serotonin. This medicine will help repair damaged and annoying refusals of the normally predictable reasoning process through understanding of the epinephrine and nor norepinephrine. Remember that people want to understand and feel themselves. If nothing else then use effexer alternatively to serotonin inhibitors in cases involving past use of Methamphetamine.

Was there a question about the Horsechestnut Seed? This is a back track to an older Post. Methamphetamine stops the Horsechestnut Seed reaction. It would be like giving GOD more control over stopping and God starting the horsechestnut seed reactions. That’s just my analogy. However I do believe that these chemicals are complementary.

The main point in this posting is to just acknowledge that Methamphetamine affects the reasoning capacity negatively. And it is probably not a good idea to block serotonin, but to monitor it with a conditioner like effexer.

Comment: April 10, 2025: ADHD (Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder) is not on the autism spectrum. Medications commonly used to treat ADHD include stimulants like methylphenidate (e.g., Ritalin, Concerta) and amphetamines (e.g., Adderall, Vyvanse)