Author: Gevluef

I am blessed with a great deal of Creativity. At the core of my life's purpose and meaning, I want to express, understand, reconcile, and render Mental Illness. Now "culture" (2018), my Mental Illness has been in remission. For that Mental Health Diagnostic Criteria the fifth digit is a Five.

At Last Light – Jeff and Disability Theory

Jeff and Disability Theory – At Last Light; A Dossier

I’m having a problem with a book from 2018. The readers want to hurt me. Read this post if you have the bad book and want to figure out what to do going forward.

The ADA is the smoking gun. The Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 is how we lost Thomas Jefferson. Because of the ADA we were feeling especially Jeff. With disability as the catalyst Jefferson didn’t make it through.

What kind of disability is the ADA referring to? There is a genetic and accidental disability. R for genetic disorder; and, T for Traumatic injury. I think I want the disabled person, the kind that is by accident to claim me and care for me and my Mental Health. I want the traumatic injury type person to have the book. It is useful for these people because they have PTSD. The book “Common to get the word out” and “Common Hate.” The book can empower a person to learn about me even though it is bad. They survived a terrible accident. They can come to general terms.

When the Government developed the ADA, were disabled people complaining about Jeff? No one is listening, not to your disability. I believe that the disabled community didn’t like Jeff. I’m Jeff, why would I want to cremate Thomas Jefferson? In 1990 I was 22 years old. I didn’t have anything in mind. I was just being Jeff.

The people that have the book and are disabled can correctly use it as a KEY to make access; presumably to use it for a government program. I need to do one of two things with the bad book. Subtract the book because it is a threat; or, give it to a handicapped person. The reason to throw it away; the book was not considered accurate. Jeff is a particular person and not a general name because of the biographical information. A dossier, it is accurate enough to identify me; Dead or Alive.

I hope you have some insight as to how to go forward with this problem. I know it is bad. I have suffered some losses. I just want to survive it.

Comment: September 26, 2024: I know that I am being threatened by this book. Other people may be experiencing it too. They may be experiencing a MOOD. There is a whole chapter in the DSM about Mood. To me the MOOD is a kind of Pi.

Comment: October 22, 2024: The author of this At Last Light book is a relative of Frances Beeks. As a possible motive historically in 1958 Frances Beeks kills Elwood Polsen. See about that in a story; the Kresge Narrative: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/12/kresge-narrative/

46605 Last Words

The Getty Story is known to Kresge Staff.

Staff wants to build a new college instead because all it does is make the Getty’s hit money known.

Going back to 1990. I was given Grandma Kay’s paint box to use at Art school. She told me the problem was in there. At college I painted 46605 with the Art supplies from that paint box. It was a masterpiece.

Just this month of August, the Art Historians sent 46605 to the Getty. It was said to be threatening. Rather then dispute this fact, I tried to tell the Getty they need to keep 46605.

Based on my family history the Getty can do threatening. They are torturing me. There are a myriad of reasons the Getty shouldn’t have subtracted my painting. Number one reason is that we are promoting for the new college in place of Kresge. This is the one thing left that a change will mean forgiveness to the Getty for Grandpa Elwood.

There is no chance to make things right. The painting was the key.

Insight for 46605

Would it help if I talk about my painting a little bit? It does an integral; from one line and a circle to two lines and an oval, (it is one two levels of reality) Besides the integral, this work makes a xiphoid. The gentle brushes are the reason the viewer relaxes. The grey scale exposes the color. I think it feels good to the viewer.

I most want to explain what is going on in the eye. The image is upside down inside the eye. To get a look at what happens in the eye, look at the painting upside down. It looks like there is something under way. The viewer is moved into another reality where something exists for certain.  Whether that exists in heaven or just as an idea doesn’t matter. It exists when you see 46605. The safest place to do any of this is at the museum. This painting is fine art. I hope you have some insight about what you may be experiencing.

How did I make something so beautiful you might ask? All I can say is that I had a lot of training in Art. It may interest you to know that I am insecure even when I have security. The age of the painting is after the terrorism movement in the early 2000’s. I wish I could have been more prolific. I do not think I could do that again. This painting came at a great cost.

The Gaps Are Closing

In the early 70’s people told you what to do. Somebody told my father what to do for the space between the teeth. Tori and I both had gaps between our teeth. Father took us to the dentist where we were sleepy from the operation which we had at the same time. We had the muscle removed above our two front teeth so that when our adult teeth grew in the gaps would close.

Without that muscle our septum was exposed and became deviated. We were sleepy at the dentist, and our septum’s eventually deviated. So, we were generally sleepy with our depressed conditions. We both got the remedy.

I got a Rhinoplasty in October 1991. It straightened my septum. And now, going forward, Tori got one recently as well. She is working out. Like I experienced years ago she is experiencing her improving condition. That’s two rhinoplasties in the same family.

The story is working out. I think that father was a winemaker and he thought that we were like wine. I’m thankful that Tori got one. She didn’t have to like me. I had a mental illness. All she’s dealing with now is her straightened septum.

Comment: August 24th, 2024; Tori responded to my Blog post. She denies having a nose job.

Kresge Narrative

The amount of money that was paid to off Elwood was $48,000. This amount is the needed information to satisfy Kresge.

Here is the story from 1958.

Grandpa Elwood Polsen, “I have to go to the hospital.”
He was shot by Frances Beeks.
J. Paul Getty Jr. Constructed a contract for the hit: the amount was, “Kresge.”
He is survived by his son Mark Doolin.

If you want to fixate on this narrative, watch the Titanic movie from 1997; see google search results for Titanic.

Kresge Post Made Private

Kresge is outdated by two generations; my mom’s father Elwood. I believe that the University would like to build a new college in its place. There are writings on Gevluef about Kresge. It isn’t enough though. A search for Elwood might have enough about Kresge. I’m going to write about this topic further. I recently donated and they said they need a hundred. Because it is about my family on my mother’s side I feel obligated to take care of it. I wish that my family had more insight about Kresge. I think I’m the only one that thinks stuff about it.

I am trying to keep my Blog posts appropriate. In 1988-1989 I wanted to write a form letter to my family. It would have turned out to be a newsletter. Decades later, now that we have the internet, I can write on a Blog.  I enjoy writing. Maybe you’ve gotten one of my emails. I never would have thought I would be a writer.

Comment: August 28th, 2024; Thank you for everything Kresge. In recent posts I show that the Getty though they ruined my painting might be ready to be forgiven. Anyway to make this change it will take years. Right now, Kresge has a tall order.

Library Post Made Private

I marked my Library post private. There was a post linking to my library. I had to mark it private when people donated. The library has worked with me on philanthropy just at the start. No more philanthropy at the library going forward. Thank you.

Maybe sometime I will get another link going. It is hard to arrange. I have been blessed with these destinations in the past. I realize that people donate to me.

Interestingly, I tried to get a lawyer. This did not work. I am told not to try anymore.

Friday Key Day

Using “Key” as a general idea, there are search results at Wikipedia of various iterations of Key: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Key

The picture is from the Ilco Key Company in North Carolina: https://www.ilco.us/category/keys

Key Cylinder – Often used in front door locks. It’s cylindrical in shape with a flat key inserted at the end. A set of pins are arranged along the length of the cylinder, and when you insert the key and turn it, they line up so the door opens.

Comment: August 21, 2024: Realized Key keeps keep. Boom Box CD electrical smell.

Notes for making future posts at Gevluef:

  • San Francisco; stolen keys is a remedy. Key keeps keep.
  • Ketoconazole generic for Nizoral is used to treat infections caused by a fungus or yeast.
  • A Paranoid person does something with “Key” mentally.
  • The next part of the story is about Disability.