
Cereal


This Crowns Classic Shadow longhorn bull picture is here to show that I’m something more than NO. I wrote about the Texas Secret. The Texans coined me a secret because of my painting. I have apparently expressed my father’s bad appropriately. I didn’t really explain why it is called a secret; it is just what I heard from the Texans when concerning JEFF.
Image from NBC News March 25, 2013

1987 DSM III-R, Amphetamine Abuse; 305.70 Provisional
Amphetamine Withdrawal 292.00
My writing about Meth in Meth and Reason December 30, 2011
My father stole a bicycle when he was a boy. That affects me in the form of a cognitive imbalance. The matter is concerning a possibility. The badly needed capacity to reason is missing in my perspective. The person discerns the facts from someone else’s possibility. I can only hope that Spinoza provides the context when I am in need of support. Below is a bicycle. Although it is not the main part of the composition, the bicycle is present. Lately I’ve been thinking I would like to do a painting of a bicycle.

I began my second year at UC Santa Cruz with a new housemate.
The reason I had problems at that housing situation was because a neighbor girl had Phocomelia. The genetic disorder of having two dominant genes for conscience mars the body with flipper like hands and arms.
Lots of bad things happened while I was there; but, that one neighbor girl made sport of me. I was dominated over. It made me paranoid of my housemate, so I had to move away from him because I was so scared.
My second year at UCSC was ruined because of that situation.
