I painted this picture after 46605. It has been called an, “independent.” I’m guessing that it is because the painting doesn’t have any remnants of previous paintings. It was painted pretty much at the time 46605 at UC Santa Cruz. It is not signed, so we will have to rely on this blog for its authenticity. Please keep in mind that I will not get any money directly for this art. We’re a poor shower. Though I may be entitled to some money, My sister might pay me a couple of thousand dollars for this work. Instead of getting frustrated over my lack of money, I want to let go and allow the viewer to develop this picture in a pleasing manner
Category: Diplomacy
Tim Yates And Legal Records
There are people who are reading to get information about Tim Yates Aka Hugh Farrell. For the serious reader, however, I would like to bring more than what I have written here. So, I would like to ask you to please contact the District Attorney’s Office for Ventura County. There you will discover that Tim possessed a fanatical interest in me. There is dramatic evidence that would support a premise that I was provoked to action, and from the evidence on record it may be understood that I had a reflex concerning his death. These are strong words. I would not say these things if I were not sure they could be supported with legal documentation.
Key Word: Justified
Pynchon In Public
I have to do some writing about Thomas Pynchon. I’m going to explore this website: Thomas Pynchon. Interestingly, I mused about this author years ago in a post called: Thomas Pynchon on my Gevluef blog where I establish that he is doing good relative to his family and Democracy.
I have much more to say about him. There may be a newer post around July 2024, where I make some notes to myself about the things he is dealing with.
Object Conscience
I have to allow some people to objectify their conscience.
Lately, I’ve been complaining because people recall and even learn about my one night stand with Joyce. This specific example is my life long sentence; even though she over-rided my decision. “It’s more of a legend than a fact.” Instead of complaining, I have to open up for these people who have dominant consciences’ because they are thinking about me in a way that is personal to them; it’s their thoughts that they are forming in an effort to determine their personal feelings. Though I am sympathetic, I shouldn’t take it personally. That I have feelings contrarily to this infamy doesn’t matter and might make things worse. I especially want patience with those people who want to objectify their conscience.
Are you interested in this topic. My blog covers the topic of the conscience extensively. If you are able to distinguish between the two traits of the conscience, this topic is perfect. The Conscience Page is also at the top of the home page as a menu item. This collection of posts is my strongest theme in Gevluef. I have looked at the Wikipedia page for Conscience, but here the link is mostly for me to read.
Why Tim Stalked
I transferred to UC Santa Cruz and became Tim’s housemate the 1990-1991 academic school year. We lived at the Sumner House. During that time I was meeting Leila. There are other posts that refer to this time; I painted a masterpiece while living there. One person commented that he thought I was Doctor. So, the circumstance was highly potent. Tim and Leila were boyfriend and girlfriend. One day when I was away from home at school or something, they had sex in my bed. One of Tim’s white blood cells got under my skin in which I formed a XYphoid just from contact with my beding. I can recall that Tim complained that his jaw hurt. And, that is the reason Tim obsessed about me.
One thing that causes a stalker type person is when they get addicted to Beauty.
Locating Blog Content – Goo
There has been recent interest for my accounting of the event at the Sonic Youth concert from the Summer of 1990. I have written about it, although it is hard to find: 2013/03/18/9192. This event has had a major effect on my life after which I went to UC Santa Cruz. The post gives the badly needed account of what exactly happened, and what was going through my mind. This event was one of the circumstances I was dealing with during my studies at college. Since I got kicked out of the concert, it is perhaps the “out” perspective that lead to the masterpiece painting I have mentioned in many of my posts at Gevluef.
I am very lucky that I aquired a XYphoid, a somewhere the female in the story has had for the management of her concerns.
I have considered contributing to the Wikipedia page for Goo. The link is: Goo (album). And there was a second tour in Europe in which a documentary was made: 1991: The Year Punk Broke . It is David Markey’s documentary of life on the road with Sonic Youth and Nirvana during their tour of Europe in late 1991.
You Are A Man
These pictures were made in rooms where every client was confronted, in the photographer, with a technician of the latest school; whereas the photographer was confronted, in every client, with a member of a rising class equipped with an aura that had seeped into the very folds of the man’s frock coat or floppy cravat.
Walter Benjamin; One-way Street, A Small History of Photography; p.248
Golden Girls TV Show
This show illustrates all my faults prior to and before I painted in 1991. Golden Girls is like my adversary for my childhood, everything I did wrong. Because these ladies complained about me all the time they got the attention of a cemetery worker who cremated Thomas Jefferson on October 19, 1991 as punishment for my childhood crimes. The pictures following this post are shortcuts for some of the difficulties the golden girls had with me and brought to the show. They do not like me. And it is with much enmity that I have decided to include them in my blog called Gevluef. Here is the fact of the October date:
Comment: I have changed the date that Thomas Jefferson’s service ended. This comment is post Blue Painting; after February 2016. And, I have corrected the date from the incorrect November to October.
Comment: Betty White died December 31, 2021 at the age of 99.
Maurice Merleau-Ponty
Hegel
This is supposed to be read as an experience. The philosophy manifests from his rhetoric. Below is a sample of his original writting. Try to get Hegel’s primary source if you want to read him:
313. Now however much the external shape could express the inner individuality only insofar as the external shape is neither an organ nor an activity, and thereby only insofar as it is a whole at rest, still it would then conduct itself as a durably existing thing which should have motionlessly received into its own passive existence the inner as something alien. It thereby would have become the sign of the inner – an external contingent expression, whose actual aspect is on its own meaningless, a language whose sounds and sound- combinations are not the real thing itself but are intertwined with it through free arbitrary choice and are contingent for that language.
Comment: Gevluef, March 25, 2016; please visit the Phocomelia picture: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2012/05/30/phocomelia/



