Editing The Blog

My Mental Illness was the reason I wrote about other people. I was solving my Mental Illness trying to get the word out!

The Mental Illness is in various stages of remission since my AB died. She had phocomelia about me. She died March 2018.

I am editing my blog about others because I don’t feel the need to get the word out quite so much. People are understanding me. I have marked some posts private.

Instead of the Mental Illness, I am going by, “Culture.” Google search: Culture

Spinoza and Rhinoplasty

So when Spinoza refers to substance, is he referring to the conditioning of the cells? It’s the substance on the outside of the cells that makes them depressed. The substance is conservative.

The rhinoplasty corrects the breathing problem. No longer making the substance the brain is able to work out the cellular conditioning in time. Little by little the cells improve. The person thinks clearly better after the rhinoplasty. This is my recent reading of Spinoza.

Today is his best day.

My highest level was March 1, 1992

There is more writing on Gevluef about Rhinoplasty. I mentioned Spinoza. I believe that he was also distinguishing the dominant and recessive traits of the conscience. This is a major theme at Gevluef: see Conscience Page (about 9 pages).

Group Select

I went to the group on my birthday. The group leader had a bowl of folded papers each with the names of the group members. They were supposed to draw a name and say something nice about the person. After everyone picked names members volunteered about their selection.

What is interesting about this and it was my birthday was that the bowl didn’t have my name in it. The group leader knew this going forward. I was a special person.

Categorical Imperative

This is amazing. My sister made access. She is no longer speaking to me. I have to disclose the matter because it pertains to my mental health and my relationship with Staff.

The categorical imperative (CI) is a central concept in the moral philosophy of 18th-century German philosopher Immanuel Kant: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Categorical_imperative

On  August 9, 2024. I found my sister; absolutely for certain.

I have needed to find her since August 16, 1990 where I exclaimed to Marcus the door man, “I need to find my sister!” He was the last person I talked to before getting kicked out of the sonic youth concert. I was dealing with this scenario going forward at UC Santa Cruz into the 1990-1991 school year.

In responding to Staff, I want to deal with the circumstances. What else was going on besides the Categorical Imperative we experienced on August 9th? She was a reader of Maurice-Merlot Ponty’s essay Eye and Mind. And, she got the Rhinoplasty I recommended. I have written about Rhinoplasty in the past on Gevluef. How’s that going?

Gevluef search link for Gevluef on wordpress.com search “rhinoplasty.” https://gevluef.wordpress.com/?s=rhinoplasty

My sister is working out. She did my directive to get a Rhinoplasty. She is experiencing thoughts that make sense to other people. Since August 9th, she has decided not to talk to me. I am sorry about that. The Rhinoplasty is absolutely the best of all possible procedures. I got one in 1991. Rhinoplasty has been a directive for our family since our early childhood when we went to the dentist: https://gevluef.com/2024/08/19/the-gaps-are-closing/ Please note that I have made our dental story public against her wishes. Besides Eye and Mind, the dental story is the enigma about us.

For her to work out this problem, the Categorical Imperative is the thing that happened leading to our rift.

Comment: November 20, 2024: Tchaikovsky 1812 Overture.

Comment: November 20, 2024: The 2024 Wine Vintage is Vineland; by Thomas Pynchon.

Comment: January 25, 2025: Here is the book I was reading: Kant, Immanuel, 1997. Foundations of the Metaphysics of Morals. Second edition. Translated with an introduction by Lewis White Beck. Library of Liberal Arts. Prentice Hall Inc.

Comment: March 17, 2025: My sister has seen some of my writing on the Septoplasty and she denies getting one. I think I need to get help with my delusion.

Philosophy Professor

I saw on TV a man was honored for his achievements. Like a deaf person realizing there is something they’re not getting, I noticed there is something wrong. I’m not getting something.

I think it’s because my Philosophy professor didn’t like me. I think I owe him an explanation for why I wanted to learn Philosophy.

Do I owe an explanation to my readers? It was the father’s directive to have Philosophy.

Comment: November 18, 2024: I did some checking on my Professor from UCSC. He died at the end of 2015. He had plenty of time to get to know me. He’s alright. He’s good. It’s okay. It’s okay. Thankfully.