I thought that Kant’s Categorical Imperative explains what has been going on with me. Especially since Leila passed away in 2018. I was her associated person. I think that made me susceptible to Kant’s Philosophy.
Now I have a problem because it doesn’t account for the person that’s a “no” from the get go. So, I looked into Kant’s critics.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Critique_of_the_Kantian_Philosophy
Paul Guyer
In The Cambridge Companion to Schopenhauer (1999), the philosopher Paul Guyer wrote an article titled “Schopenhauer, Kant, and the Methods of Philosophy.” It was suggested that I try to get the person’s consent.
This is the Wikipedia page for Arthur Schopenhauer’s main work. It’s two volumes: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_World_as_Will_and_Representation

