Improvements in MH

My Mental Health has been improving since March 6th, 2018 when Leila died. She had phocomelia and I was the associated person. I am experiencing fewer occurrences of psychosis. And the episodes are shorter in duration. It’s because I’m not discerning Leila’s dominant disposition genetically. My delusions make more sense to other people. I don’t think I need to get the word out quite as much these days.

“Culture” is one of the solutions when referring to my Mental Illness.

History With Russians

Knowing discernment about the conscience is knowing no fear. Tim had a dominant gene for conscience and an AB type person with phocomelia. Going back to when Tim was friends with me he fulfilled the Russian role in socialization.

I have recessive genes for the conscience, and an AB type person with phocomelia. Going back to my friendship, I fulfilled the presidential role in socialization.

Ronald Reagan was the exact perfection as president and I think Ronald Reagan brought me over to the Russian side. For the last 29 years Russia has had me in mind; since Ronald Reagan. I believe the Russians are trying to give back in the form of Jeff. I know what it’s like to be presidential because of Ronald Reagan even though he gave me over to the Russians. As they are trying to do, the enigma is Jeff.

Comment; May 22, 2022: I need to say that the Russians were able to provide India with Chicken Pox Vaccines. This is more of a history for India than Russia. Read it in another post: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2009/07/01/official-slumdog-payment/

 

Bicycle

My father stole a bicycle when he was a boy. That affects me in the form of a cognitive imbalance. The matter is concerning a possibility. The badly needed capacity to reason is missing in my perspective. The person discerns the facts from someone else’s possibility. I can only hope that Spinoza provides the context when I am in need of support. Below is a bicycle. Although it is not the main part of the composition, the bicycle is present. Lately I’ve been thinking I would like to do a painting of a bicycle.

Blue Painting Completed

I am submitting my final result to Gevluef. There was a plan for additional layers of paint, for example a layer of wax medium, but due to the fact that the figure is a female and not me, I decided against it. This painting has a strong NARRATIVE. That I’m most proud of. It is also a good example of a picture in which a girl would use as a fire-wall; see Make Me A Picture.

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Comment: This painting iterated when Joyce saw it on March 8, 2023

Tim Yates And Legal Records

There are people who are reading to get information about Tim Yates Aka Hugh Farrell. For the serious reader, however, I would like to bring more than what I have written here. So, I would like to ask you to please contact the District Attorney’s Office for Ventura County. There you will discover that Tim possessed a fanatical interest in me. There is dramatic evidence that would support a premise that I was provoked to action, and from the evidence on record it may be understood that I had a reflex concerning his death. These are strong words. I would not say these things if I were not sure they could be supported with legal documentation.

Key Word: Justified

Golden Girls TV Show

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This show illustrates all my faults prior to and before I painted in 1991. Golden Girls is like my adversary for my childhood, everything I did wrong. Because these ladies complained about me all the time they got the attention of a cemetery worker who cremated Thomas Jefferson on October 19, 1991 as punishment for my childhood crimes. The pictures following this post are shortcuts for some of the difficulties the golden girls had with me and brought to the show. They do not like me. And it is with much enmity that I have decided to include them in my blog called Gevluef. Here is the fact of the October date:

Comment: I have changed the date that Thomas Jefferson’s service ended. This comment is post Blue Painting; after February 2016. And, I have corrected the date from the incorrect November to October.

Comment: Betty White died December 31, 2021 at the age of 99.