Insight for 46605

Would it help if I talk about my painting a little bit? It does an integral; from one line and a circle to two lines and an oval, (it is one two levels of reality) Besides the integral, this work makes a xiphoid. The gentle brushes are the reason the viewer relaxes. The grey scale exposes the color. I think it feels good to the viewer.

I most want to explain what is going on in the eye. The image is upside down inside the eye. To get a look at what happens in the eye, look at the painting upside down. It looks like there is something under way. The viewer is moved into another reality where something exists for certain. Whether that exists in heaven or just as an idea doesn’t matter. It exists when you see 46605. The safest place to do any of this is at the museum. This painting is fine art. I hope you have some insight about what you may be experiencing.

How did I make something so beautiful you might ask? All I can say is that I had a lot of training in Art. It may interest you to know that I am insecure even when I have security. The age of the painting is after the terrorism movement in the early 2000’s. I wish I could have been more prolific. I do not think I could do that again. This painting came at a great cost.

The Gaps Are Closing

In the early 70’s people told you what to do. Somebody told my father what to do for the space between the teeth. Tori and I both had gaps between our teeth. Father took us to the dentist where we were sleepy from the operation which we had at the same time. We had the muscle removed above our two front teeth so that when our adult teeth grew in the gaps would close.

Without that muscle our septum was exposed and became deviated. We were sleepy at the dentist, and our septum’s eventually deviated. So, we were generally sleepy with our depressed conditions. We both got the remedy.

I got a Rhinoplasty in October 1991. It straightened my septum. And now, going forward, Tori got one recently as well. She is working out. Like I experienced years ago she is experiencing her improving condition. That’s two rhinoplasties in the same family.

The story is working out. I think that father was a winemaker and he thought that we were like wine. I’m thankful that Tori got one. She didn’t have to like me. I had a mental illness. All she’s dealing with now is her straightened septum.

Comment: August 24th, 2024; Tori responded to my Blog post. She denies having a nose job.

Vintage 2024

Fingernail Biting

Several months ago I stopped biting my nails. I have to keep them short so I don’t bit them. It’s not like quitting Cigarettes where you don’t have anymore cravings. I have to stop myself from relapsing all the time. I have been stopped now for a while and it feels like there is something more happening; forever and a day. I looked on the internet for information about it. Following are some results on Onychophagia.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nail_biting

Onychophagia is the clinical name for fingernail biting. It is a common stress-related or nervous habit in children and adults. It involves biting off the nail plate, and sometimes the soft tissues of the nail bed and the cuticle as well.

Multiple factors play a role in the development of nail biting, ranging from genetic components to underlying psychiatric conditions. Nail biting can be a tough habit to break. People do it for many reasons, like stress and boredom. Sometimes, though, it can be related to a deeper issue like anxiety or obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD).

Onychophagia is classified in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, 5th edition (DSM-5) under the “Other Specified Obsessive-Compulsive and Related Disorders” subcategory. The DSM-5 further characterizes onychophagia as a recurrent BFRB disorder.

I am pretty sure I am not going to bit my nails anymore. So, now I can talk about it.

Google for Pi – Highlights

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What is the formula for calculating pi? The pi is a ratio and is obtained from a circle. If the diameter and the circumference of a circle are known, the value of pi will be as π = Circumference/ Diameter.

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The miraculous fact about Pi is that no matter the size of the circle, the value does not change, making Pi a mathematical constant. Adding to its allure, Pi is also an irrational number which means that its decimal representation has no end and no repeating pattern.

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Pi shows that knowing, wholly, is an impossibility. The more we know, the more apparent it is that there is much more to know. For each individual, and for humanity as a whole, there is always that added bit that simply can’t be figured out, no matter how much information or education we possess.

Directive for Philosophy

I am supposed to learn Philosophy. It was Edmund Husserl’s directive for people like me to learn Philosophy. I learned that directive in 1989 from a lower division Philosophy class. I have to do Philosophy!