The no brainer is that the Getty helped me paint. I went to Kresge though. The Architectural intentions of Kresge was to determine the amount of money J Paul Getty Jr. paid. Even while at Kresge I was identified by Kresge staff as Elwood’s grandson.
The other rebuttal about my last post; the family was told that Elwood committed suicide. Well no. He never owned a gun.
This family is so sickening that all I see is a mess. I got a mother who as a teenager had some money coming to her. Restitution from the Getty. J Paul Getty Jr. paid Francis Beeks to kill her dad Elwood who was building a wing at one of the Southern California airplane factories.
My Father blew-it though. He offended gas before I was born (Edit note: It is believed his 1961 VW Bug was melted down on March 18, 2018). J Paul Getty was off. My father blew-it. This was so terrible my father’s mom fabricated a story about Arlene’s father being murdered to prevent herself from learning about her son ruining a car. When she got close to the truth she would say, “I don’t know anything about that;” thinking the problem is on my mother’s side. She wanted to get out of the way. This was particularly dramatic for my dad’s mom because she was born in Pittsburgh Texas; all Getty oil. She never exactly found out about dad. She didn’t like me, and father didn’t like me either.
If you can understand this scenario you could maybe help me. All these people are gone. I paid J Paul Getty’s bill in the form of philanthropy to all my family members; 2B.
I’m so disillusioned with this family. I give, and I give my money on behalf of the Getty to my family. I had the nerve to be formally trained in fine Art. I painted a great painting. I’m satisfied with it.
After the Advance Directive
International Advance Directive
Husker Du Zen Arcade
By far the most important post in the above list of links is the New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026. I am proud of it. I wrote it myself. It is the thinking that a girl needs to do for when she is crying and needs a remedy.
This Crowns Classic Shadow longhorn bull picture is here to show that I’m something more than NO. I wrote about the Texas Secret. The Texans coined me a secret because of my painting. I have apparently expressed my father’s bad appropriately. I didn’t really explain why it is called a secret; it is just what I heard from the Texans when concerning JEFF.
Image from NBC News March 25, 2013
If you want to understand the two kinds of Genetically handicapped people, study this picture. I feel that this picture would be understandable to a serious Staff person. To open, “The AB’s marry.” This is Art that expresses the difference between the two kinds of mental illnesses: the Schizo-affective mental illness and Schizophrenia.. The Wikipedia picture is at: Pompejanischer.
Genetically handicapped
Email: GHPPEligibility@dhcs.ca.gov
https://www.dhcs.ca.gov/services/ghpp/Pages/default.aspx
Genetically Handicapped Persons Program
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I’ve been reflecting on my recent history, the years from 2011 till 2015; and, I want to share my insight about why I had so much trouble. As of today, I have thinned out my Will in which I have gotten rid of the smoking guns that have caused problems for me. Since when though has matters of the Will been so dramatic that subtraction would relieve me of any further problems? And so, I have to resolve that my mental illness which was compounded by the association with Tim Yates, also mentally ill, has been the main fault. These problems are a manifestation of the situation. Again, I have experienced the pathology of the complex association with Tim.
One example, the most prominent is my having a xiphoid. Just that alone is cause for problems; see the Stone Roses. From there I have taken on a disparity of his issues making my association with Tim much more dependent. He had a chemical imbalance from Leila. He had Schizophrenia because of Chrissy. And, all of this about Tim exacerbated my experience and the experience of those I affected.
Just to say that Tim compounded my mental illness is insightful, but to realize that my problems were an expression of our relationship relieves me of the guilt I feel about the terrible things that have happened in the years preceding his death.
I am doing much better. The circumstances have changed a lot. One major difference I am able to notice is that people are more accepting of me. So, I am getting along better. I am not having problems any more. I am so thankful all I have to deal with is my mental illness. And, in my opinion, it’s a good one.
I have to allow some people to objectify their conscience.
Lately, I’ve been complaining because people recall and even learn about my one night stand with Joyce. This specific example is my life long sentence; even though she over-rided my decision. “It’s more of a legend than a fact.” Instead of complaining, I have to open up for these people who have dominant consciences’ because they are thinking about me in a way that is personal to them; it’s their thoughts that they are forming in an effort to determine their personal feelings. Though I am sympathetic, I shouldn’t take it personally. That I have feelings contrarily to this infamy doesn’t matter and might make things worse. I especially want patience with those people who want to objectify their conscience.
Are you interested in this topic. My blog covers the topic of the conscience extensively. If you are able to distinguish between the two traits of the conscience, this topic is perfect. The Conscience Page is also at the top of the home page as a menu item. This collection of posts is my strongest theme in Gevluef. I have looked at the Wikipedia page for Conscience, but here the link is mostly for me to read.
I transferred to UC Santa Cruz and became Tim’s housemate the 1990-1991 academic school year. We lived at the Sumner House. During that time I was meeting Leila. There are other posts that refer to this time; I painted a masterpiece while living there. One person commented that he thought I was Doctor. So, the circumstance was highly potent. Tim and Leila were boyfriend and girlfriend. One day when I was away from home at school or something, they had sex in my bed. One of Tim’s white blood cells got under my skin in which I formed a XYphoid just from contact with my beding. I can recall that Tim complained that his jaw hurt. And, that is the reason Tim obsessed about me.
One thing that causes a stalker type person is when they get addicted to Beauty.
This post is proof that I have had the wrong date for my one night stand with Joyce. I need to show this because I have to rewrite my history. Back in the day the only reference was a home made calendar for the month that everything happened. I did not label that particular month, so I didn’t know what month it was. I located the critical days Friday and Saturday the 18th and 19th, so these days I am sure of. Because of the below helpful calendar from 1991, I can see that those dates couldn’t possibly be in November and are in fact days in October.
This past twenty-four years I have collected many substance type materials that I have to now change. And, probably because of the fact that the Oakland Firestorm occurred on the 19th of the same month and year, I can presumably say the error was in my best interests; not to acknowledge the truth because it is so terrible. In the course of rewriting my history to reflect the corrected information, I have the BLUE painting. So the blue painting will establish more than what happened, it will close the matter in total. It will be that absolute point of getting the one night stand correctly. I know that when this project is finished, a viewer of the blue painting who knows just a little bit about me will get it solid.
You don’t need to see this picture because the Guinea Worm is practically extinct. The picture is from the Wikipedia page: Dracunculiasis I have included it because it looks as if the body is cooperating.
Just looking at the shapes, I have made up the following terms. There is an old post that organizes the “olmec” and “alltrac” called Hemingway
45 PERCENT 
