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Category: Disparity
My People Are Choosing Left
Comment: Dec. 9, 2022:
If you feel worried, please be as quiet as possible. Please be quiet. Ask for silence.
Thank you.
The people associated with me are choosing left. I have written about the Advance Directive in an effort to manage the phenomenon. If you have chosen left, search my blog for information on the Advance Directive.
People are choosing left and I have to explain why this is happening. It is complicated so please have patience with me. The person who is stalking me and is my arch enemy is Tim Yates. Now everything seems to lead back to me because he has a great deal of insight about me. The reason my people are choosing left is because Tim rolls his stomach. The energy that is ejected from his doing this has an effect on my mind. I would like to believe that he would be found after a time, but that rarely happens. There are many iterations of this energy that are never found. Why it is affecting my left brain, I do not know. His energy may be going to the left brain because he has used my information implicitly to write a book. And, due to the verbal modality, the nature of his energy stays on that part of the brain that processes language.
Tim’s mental disorder is hurting his spirit. There are difficulties of his thinking. They are negative thoughts. Self-pity and ineptitude are chronic problems. Now relative to the energy he is putting out there, a very sad manifestation is in the works. He has created a very sad and dark hole. Using the word “because” in these conditions broadens the perspective.
There are two ways in which I will deal with my problem of this left phenomenon. I will continue to support a special worker with making access to mental health about Tim’s Schizophrenia. With a staff support structure, Tim’s babies should obey the conventional right. I am also concerned about Tim’s mother who died years ago from heart related complications – she has an Ape heart. I do not know who she is or where she is, but her service may have an integral part of the left phenomenon.
This energy problem is very dangerous because people are choosing left. Tim Yates has schizophrenia and I have sustained a great deal of damage because he thinks about me. If you can think of anything that will help with this problem, I wish that you would apply it as a remedy.
Thank you for your patience as I am devastated in the wake of Tim’s mental disorder.
Comment: March 9, 2016: In this discussion I am blaming Tim for my people choosing, something he was doing with his body. I have written recent posts about Tim Yates, but it is critical for me to comment here not because there are updates about Tim, but there are updates about choosing left. The precise cause of choosing was a Trig Table. When I got rid of my Trig Table everything stopped happening to my people. I am so relieved and thankful that staff allowed me to work the problem out.
Comment: June 5, 2022: Note that there are probably people from whatever circumstances who are choosing left. Please, read all you can here and elsewhere about the Advance Directive. It’s the game changer for someone who is crying.
This is the list of my writings here at Gevluef about the Advance Directive. The New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026 is essential.
Gevluef search link for Gevluef on wordpress.com search “Advance Directive”
https://gevluef.wordpress.com/?s=advance+directive
Comment: May 22, 2024: There is a remedy for this. Set a Countdown trimmer for 5 -10 minutes with a repeat function. You will be able to identify the Inertia. How long does that take? Until you are found.
Inertia defined: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inertia
For a list of watches that have the CDT with repeat function: https://www.watchuseek.com/posts/53021552/
My personal favorite: https://amzn.to/4dOxqvu
YouTube Count down timer with repeat every 5 minutes: https://youtu.be/GADW8Nlnc1s
5 Min repeat: 2Hours
Worried – ask for silence; be quiet
The Case Manager
I gave my consent for something while meeting with my case manager and I won’t ever again: to whom and for what I’ll never know. But if you are an office person you will want to know what happened; or more importantly, how to get someone’s consent similarly.
I was in a one-on-one with my case manager. It was my time to talk with him. We were talking. The desk phone rang and I said, “You can get that.” He answered the phone and spoke briefly about a form being filed after which we resumed our conversation.
I was uncomfortable with the interruption. Later, I realized that I had given my consent for something. If nothing else, I felt cheated out of my one-on-one time. I won’t ever give my consent to that kind of interruption again. I remembered that as one stunt a person could pull off if they wanted permission of some kind from someone they meet in the office. But my advice is to foster an open and honest relationship with your constituency.
Comments on Research
If I have the 22q11.2 deletion syndrome, it would have contributed to the ease in which Leila found me. She is my AB associated person from as early as when she was conceived. At that time, I was two years old. That she has phocomelia cannot be measured in me. She and I are associated. I just think that this genetic deletion makes a person who could be one, two or three years old more susceptible to getting involved with the AB type. It could not be possible that the deletion was a result of the association to the AB. I was already made. I was two years old. There are no changes possible to a person’s genes.
There should be no fear. A person’s genes are who they are. Try to feel safe knowing that there is nothing to break. The people who are differentiating the conscience and think those that don’t get it are broken have a thought disorder. The distinguishing of the conscience has to do with the size of the twenty-second chromosome. Some people have recessive genes. If a person is to learn their way out of a thought disorder; they should know that distinguishing the conscience is a genetic issue. There are no changes possible to a person’s genes.
You like who you are and you will always be that way.
Down Syndrome
Retrospective Conscience
I’ve been thinking about the therapeutic process. Most of the stuff out there is psychoanalysis. Freud must have been concerned with the twenty-second chromosome. Mostly in the case for the dominant trait for conscience as it is passed on from the mother. What I think might not agree with what I’ve said about Freud in the past, but my mom didn’t have a dominant gene. She was recessive in chromosome number 22. That means I might not be the most ideal patient for psychoanalysis.
Now there is a female with phocomelia where I am particularly interesting. The cause of phocomelia is when a child inherits two dominant genes for conscience; one from each parent. This genetic disposition is so assertive that it mars the body, and thus the deformity of the hands and arms. Because this dominant-dominant trait of the twenty-second chromosome is so assertive those babies that do survive are most often of the blood-type AB. There is a Schizophrenia or Schizo-affective Mental Illness in this story, but I’m trying to make a case for psychoanalysis. I wouldn’t say that much about my mother like Freud did with many of the people he studied, but everything pretty much revolves around Leila. This is a no brainer for me, but for a therapist, it is only as easy as finding the language to clinically express my condition. It is not an inheritance issue. In fact I did not inherit a dominant gene for conscience from either parent; I’m recessive like my mom. That is why I ultimately believe that I’m Schizo-affective. At the very least I can say that I have a diagnosis. It is a good start since I am in therapy and the clinician has to start somewhere.
I started out saying I’m not predisposed for psychoanalysis, but on further consideration I realize that having a mental health diagnosis is an awfully good start.
In the blog I have written a lot about the conscience and that is why I have called this a retrospective
High School Diploma
My senior year at Thousand Oaks High School was not without it’s problems. Mr. Chevalier’s English class was after lunch. I ditched his class a lot. As a result of the absences I failed senior English. I was told I would not graduate college prep curriculum and because of my electives I was still going to graduate.
On graduation day I attended the exercises. I did not get a diploma. A teacher directed me to the office where I was to report my problem. There a counselor quickly wrote my name with a sharpie pen on a gold sheet of paper. It was a certificate of some kind. I could not read it because something was wrong. No other students were there and I didn’t see any other diplomas. Getting that certificate didn’t feel like graduating, and I didn’t go to any graduation parties. I really felt left out.
If you want to know what the trouble was try reading One Vote. It is the story about my sophomore year student government experience.
Revisiting Zola
Tim Yates is a person from my past. His purpose is destructive because he has schizophrenia. The person with phocomelia that he is particular to is Chrissy from Downey California. She is very disillusioned that Tim is obsessed about me. It is important to keep in mind that he has a mental disorder and that he is managing because knowing about me has a therapeutic outcome.
I would expect his writing to be lucidly written. He is my enemy. I hope that my people do not deal with Tim Yates; I have enough problems without him.
Did you want to get another more reliable source in getting to know Tim? Why not try watching the TV show M*A*S*H* for more.
Comment November 3, 2024; I just want to repeat myself about Tim. See the Pompejanischer Picture to see the two different Mental Illnesses.
He died on October 24, 2014. He needed medicine. He had Schizophrenia. He was the associated person for Chrissy Shultz who has Phocomelia. I believe I had a reflex to his access. He was ghosting me. I was provoked and I was justified.
Thomas Pynchon
I am new to Beauty. My reader is already savvy to the Philosophy of Beauty. I want to say that the international policies of major world governments has significantly weakened democracy in the United States. The most important piece to my great puzzle since I started writing about phocomelia is Thomas Pynchon. This is a father for a child that has phocomelia. This father is stronger than his wife because he is a prolific author. This becomes important in the case of distinguishing Beauty for his family when I emphasize that the child with phocomelia is a female.
Were you more interested in the Philosophy of Beauty? Or perhaps you want to read more about my views of the weakening of democracy. Why are people weakening democracy is a question I would like to ask? Really, all I want to offer in this writing is that Thomas Pynchon is someone. He could answer these questions. The mother should not be a source of power in Thomas’ family. International policies are geared to emphasize females with a stronger mother family circumstance knowing that she damages her boyfriend’s ontological structure of self. Since a person with phocomelia has dominant genes from both parents, it appears that it is possible to literally break democracy towards the female side. If it were up to the female, she could have a dominant gene making the circumstance of weakness. We want democracy to work and so we need the males to be strong. Since Thomas Pynchon has written a lot of books, I can safely say that democracy is surviving in my world.
Last Word On Conscience
I wrote that I’m loosing my girlfriends due to a function of the work of Art titled 46605 in an earlier post – differentiation; but, now in this last two posts I wrote about differentiation of the conscience. I know I’m not getting anywhere with it. I’m a primary quality whose mental illness manifests in an understandable way. I just wanted to acknowledge the differentiation function in terms other than what a girl’s natural process has within. The truth that it is no big deal is perhaps better understood by young people who wouldn’t appreciate my painting’s nature.
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