Category: Philosophy

I am quite well versed in this subject as it was an emphasis for me in school. There are many categories of which this is a parent.

Crying – the remedy

I have a program for people that cry. First the thread in this blog about being under a Doctor’s care. Rich people would give a lot of money to a Doctor for their care. The Doctor in the course of practice makes the person crying better. I imagine they use the names of the person crying and the reasons in computer billing. The meta information gets into the practice, compatible with reasons also named, the doctor and the patient generally is the remedy for a person that’s crying.

Fast forward now to the remedy today. That’s the Advance Directive. That is another thread; Advance Directive. I wrote a program and it is here at Gevluef. It is a single page worksheet titled, New Revised Advance Directive Worksheet 2026. Search Gevluef for my other writings on the Advance Directive.

Rebuttal from family

The no brainer is that the Getty helped me paint. I went to Kresge though. The Architectural intentions of Kresge was to determine the amount of money J Paul Getty Jr. paid. Even while at Kresge I was identified by Kresge staff as Elwood’s grandson.

The other rebuttal about my last post; the family was told that Elwood committed suicide. Well no. He never owned a gun.

https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2021/08/15/elwoods-question/

Pope Valley Baby Cont.

With what you know about the Pope Valley Baby and a little more thinking, you could realize that I have an aversion to the condition of pregnancy. The baby forms more and more like what the Pope Valley Baby looks like. I relapse because “baby” as a cohort has a lot of power.

Up until this time, I just avoided expected mothers. Now that the Pope Valley Baby is appropriate I might be cured of my phobia.

Please read my older post on pregnancy. This was when I thought about the condition the clearest: https://gevluef.wordpress.com/2009/02/23/pregnancy-2/

Comment: September 13, 2024: This was one of the problems I had at UC Santa Cruz. What a relief I don’t have this problem anymore.

Pompejanischer Mural

If you want to understand the two kinds of Genetically handicapped people, study this picture. I feel that this picture would be understandable to a serious Staff person. To open, “The AB’s marry.” This is Art that expresses the difference between the two kinds of mental illnesses: the  Schizo-affective mental illness and Schizophrenia.. The Wikipedia picture is at: Pompejanischer.

 

 

Genetically handicapped
Email: GHPPEligibility@dhcs.ca.gov
https://www.dhcs.ca.gov/services/ghpp/Pages/default.aspx
Genetically Handicapped Persons Program
MS 4507, P.O. Box 997413
Sacramento, CA 95899-7413

Getting Over Tim Yates

I’ve been reflecting on my recent history, the years from 2011 till 2015; and, I want to share my insight about why I had so much trouble. As of today, I have thinned out my Will in which I have gotten rid of the smoking guns that have caused problems for me. Since when though has matters of the Will been so dramatic that subtraction would relieve me of any further problems? And so, I have to resolve that my mental illness which was compounded by the association with Tim Yates, also mentally ill, has been the main fault. These problems are a manifestation of the situation. Again, I have experienced the pathology of the complex association with Tim.

One example, the most prominent is my having a xiphoid. Just that alone is cause for problems; see the Stone Roses. From there I have taken on a disparity of his issues making my association with Tim much more dependent. He had a chemical imbalance from Leila. He had Schizophrenia because of Chrissy. And, all of this about Tim exacerbated my experience and the experience of those I affected.

Just to say that Tim compounded my mental illness is insightful, but to realize that my problems were an expression of our relationship relieves me of the guilt I feel about the terrible things that have happened in the years preceding his death.

I am doing much better. The circumstances have changed a lot. One major difference I am able to notice is that people are more accepting of me. So, I am getting along better. I am not having problems any more. I am so thankful all I have to deal with is my mental illness. And, in my opinion, it’s a good one.

Bicycle

My father stole a bicycle when he was a boy. That affects me in the form of a cognitive imbalance. The matter is concerning a possibility. The badly needed capacity to reason is missing in my perspective. The person discerns the facts from someone else’s possibility. I can only hope that Spinoza provides the context when I am in need of support. Below is a bicycle. Although it is not the main part of the composition, the bicycle is present. Lately I’ve been thinking I would like to do a painting of a bicycle.

Tim Yates And Legal Records

There are people who are reading to get information about Tim Yates Aka Hugh Farrell. For the serious reader, however, I would like to bring more than what I have written here. So, I would like to ask you to please contact the District Attorney’s Office for Ventura County. There you will discover that Tim possessed a fanatical interest in me. There is dramatic evidence that would support a premise that I was provoked to action, and from the evidence on record it may be understood that I had a reflex concerning his death. These are strong words. I would not say these things if I were not sure they could be supported with legal documentation.

Key Word: Justified

Why Tim Stalked

I transferred to UC Santa Cruz and became Tim’s housemate the 1990-1991 academic school year. We lived at the Sumner House. During that time I was meeting Leila. There are other posts that refer to this time; I painted a masterpiece while living there. One person commented that he thought I was Doctor. So, the circumstance was highly potent. Tim and Leila were boyfriend and girlfriend. One day when I was away from home at school or something, they had sex in my bed. One of Tim’s white blood cells got under my skin in which I formed a XYphoid just from contact with my beding. I can recall that Tim complained that his jaw hurt. And, that is the reason Tim obsessed about me.

One thing that causes a stalker type person is when they get addicted to Beauty.