The First Day of Class

The girl I wonder my content is too much about her. I think I am supposed to be writing, just not to her. Sure I have lots of ideas about writing. My main issue being I need to write more often. But my writing is probably more like revise, revise, revise, until my thoughts are no-longer a trace. This is supposed to be writing with more content rather than quality. I am quite sure you know how it sounds when you first set out to write for an example- ‘a poem’. It sounds like the guy from rush; kinda sciency and technical. Oh my God I remember that. All my metaphors were a process; It sucked.

Well, keep working on it; you will get better. Your voice will try to do something like Emmanuel Kant. This is just the beginning. Writing is pretty good most normally. Poetry is another creature. Are you OK with it. Hopefully your poems are in your notebook. After you are underway a while it sounds better; it is like pealing away the systems. The stuff that is left is art- basically.

Every so often when I begin and I should say I am a total geek. Assuming I am responsible for a childhood I have yet to realize why Humanities causes learning and science is tried out everywhere until it ends up in somebody’s journal soon to become a humanity and thus learning. If you are a chick, I recommend starting once in a while. I think I am just underneath the surface here. So, pick up an old ‘Rush’ album and put yourself through it. Well, technically, take or bring the book which ever, if it is a book; you have been at the beginning. Somewhere there is an adolescent who is going to loosen up. And somewhere there is a total geek whose tried enough stuff to take a humanity. Is this line of reason leading to the same place. If it is up to me, I will be sure there is a proud father somewhere.
Thanks.

Part I Record Collection

I am updating and doing the upkeep for my site. This is pretty much a migration from the Yahoo Blog at 360. So I am posting stuff from a year ago.

I am excited about Rhapsody. My half-brother had a rather large collection of albums spanning from the early sixties till about 1987.  After that, the girl who came into his life convinced him to part with that collection; they married.  Realistically, I did not think I would ever forgive him. I listened to music from his collection when ever I visited (every summer).  Now there is rhapsody on the internet.  It is like the record collection I learned so much about as a child.  The site is really easy, just type the album and it plays streaming sound; nothing to download except a plug-in at the beginning.  After the trial period I signed up.  I don’t know how to say this but if my half-brother thought he would get it all back, well his thinking sorta came true.  I mean I am satisfied– Rhapsody is it!  I am not in touch with my half brother hardly at all. My father who had favored him for many years doesn’t know that I resolved with an Internet service instead. Without making any sense at all, I guess my father is looking through him to the degree he is expecting a fan. Is that me? My half brother is probably going to get the family money; I just wonder what he will do with it. It isn’t very much. It is probably debts if I think about it for a second.  I am the rotten son, but because of Rhapsody I am not the needed Fan.

Part II Deserved Attention

You know it is an effort to think rationally; but on making the thoughts on purpose is usually a little bit out of the way since really all we can expect is the possibility. So, I want to focus on a thought. How did you get that thought? Was it a thought from just before? And here it is; and, I realize that just because you made a change of focus and I’m alone and possibly in a different place I need a little context. You have changed you perspective and it makes sense to me. Oh how troubling is this given that I’m an easy mover.  I guess the best way to explain is by calling it a fortress. So you know what? I don’t really care if my stability is a variance. You especially should not worry about me they are your thoughts. All I can expect is that you are rational. As we will discover by the end of this posting it will literally be about you! But now, I’ve assured people enough, and now from a management perspective I look like a risk of safety. I have given trials and tribulations; I have learned to trust my inner voice and most about my self governance I have learned to trust my feelings; about ideas I am responsible. All of this just to keep my place in line. So, there is really no surprise that I have deserved, by reassurance to those people who could apply a therapeutic outcome for me, to in fact cause me to have a therapeutic outcome.

I have the responsibility to a smaller degree that if even my father has decided that I am his rotten son, I have the honor of enjoying the benefits of a relationship with him, about which he has no idea. For my dad; there is no hiding places. Or if there is a hiding place, it is everywhere. So my thinking which you might say is your thinking, is the arrangement agreeably rational. The candid relationship with my father is a benefit requiring responsibility. I have re-assured people a lot; I have proved my place in my community even if I discern my adversaries. If you haven’t noticed I get practically every social disease imaginable; and , before that I was waking enough in a consistent sort of way to have gotten all my curtain calls. By about this time there is another level about to be exposed.

Part V Closing with the Self Doubt

I am at the point that my stories are like a Twig whose careful conditioning has caused the twig to straighten. I release them into service. Yea; I am proud. There is improvement and it has satisfied me. What again is it, am I thinking here? I am using thoughts– is this a bad trip? I am not broken; I am in Doubt. I have self doubt. And, it no-longer is about my father, or a girl that is close to me, it is about you. I am sharing. Did you realize something I could never know? And I am doubting. I doubt I could ever go the Harvard. It is a technicality. The people who go to Harvard have no need for practicality and different bits of knowledge just underneath the surface, they are people who work for success. I am astonished. Harvard students will ascend to the top of their field. And I am doubting, isn’t that great. Now you know something which I have told you, and in return I want you to make sure I never go to Harvard. You will wake those staff educators of this news because I have doubted there is a technicality which will bring controversy and shame to the various generations of Harvard Alumni. What is being asked of these few who go to Harvard is by no means of mine a concern but an issue of name. I am satisfied, I am equipped, I am in a stable context, and I hope I am not a burden for these scholars. I only doubt myself. I concede there are better ways. I ask only for forgiveness. Throughout history there have been people who are great, let me say that you are great. And it has not been always that easy to achieve greatness. Some instances have ended badly. There is treason, and crimes, and faults all are instances of how I have observed that History ends badly. I have no needs and even as I doubt myself; I forgive. It is just another chapter in time. I will rest now.
Thank you.
goodnight.

Hugh

Intrinsic Value of the Computer Media

From my experience, the only feedback I am able to get is News. The correctly manifested status of Return is applied to a mature adult. I guess you can get the truth about Return by trying to characterize it. I imagine myself aged and living in a convalescent Hospital. But Nobody goes to those places; even though a family member is there. So, how do these people talk about Return. It is: Libel, class action, recall, law Suit, side-effect, wrongful, and defect.

Jesus on the CrossSo, that does it! Somebody uses my Return they are not going to be a happy camper. So, I do not in the least expect anyone to comment on my journal. It is sufficient to say that I am a redeemer. Have you bed-Rocked your Religion? That’s OKay for right now. You just keep thinking about Jesus. The theme in this context is FORGIVENESS.

I have been giving presentations. I am taking a prerogative. This media’s natural intrinsic value predicates a therapeutic process; does anyone object to this? I hope not; I can pay the bills. It sounds like I have been thinking about my pass time. I am willing to consider the merits of my experiences as good regardless of the lack of feedback. And, I have concluded that I do not need it. I sound as if I’m an author.

Patina or Mold

I have been focusing my attention on the visual arts such as the fundamentals and functions of Color Theory.  My primary artist and point from which I begin is from the work of Cezanne.  But I also think color theory could be applied to movies such as The Dick Tracy Movie with Madonna (1990): Link to Dick Tracy Movie. I recall that color was relevant theoretically from one scene to the next. It is no accident that I should mention these examples. I do so because they effectively do the same function.

The resultant meta-social and deconstruction tendency in relation to color appears to have broadened the boundaries of sustainability in today’s American Culture. I know the inclination of a normal person would say, (one) that there must be some Record which sufficiently gathers substance is interpreted as if it were something you should know about, (two) or else something you couldn’t possibility know about but still persistent in your perceptions. I believe there are sufficient sources in place for the particular problem epitomized in the biographical data of Cezanne and not so much his paintings unless they were the subject of historical context, his paintings were for the time Crushingly Beautiful. The theories are still within us because as we have modernized they have taken root institutionally like a can of soup or an ink blot. The problem Cezanne had is happening less frequently. For people who have heard of him know that he did suffer and that painting was his pastime. We have Dick Tracy to thank for his contribution for at least three-quarters of the last century.

We would say even by general terms that suffering should not exist. I still manage these theories although it seems better to live while practicing them.  It is not much different than normal life; a religion such as practicing Roman Catholic is recognized through out. Not only is “Jesus” known for his forgiveness, but the practice of religion is therapeutic. Such a study has been rigorous and it is rather pleasant for the solution to be a “way of life” popular in today’s culture.

Cognitive Thinking

Spinoza:
This is the absolute end of Philosophy.

There is a phase issue for people who need an outcome which will improve their thinking. Yes Mental Health works pretty good. A person, for example, could be an inpatient. They’re progress would be monitored by a record every fifteen minutes.

Lanterman-Petris-Short Act; 1967

Prior to the major cognitive improvement there would be signs of stress in regards to Spinoza. This recording has a place for a person who could not get a way of knowing as to how to proceed from any other way. Do we say the person jumped? What is in the making or how does one get the consent to proceed? These things I am not certain of. When I discover the resource, I will put it here. Under normal circumstances there is never any discovery, divorce or improvements. People just have the evidence that they are going along in a good way. I am one of the ones who looks like I am not working correctly; but when a person inquires as is the convention in considerations of ownership, they mostly find out that I am working correctly; that I have Cognitive thought. This is something I did not always have. My Spinoza never has a chance to get very big because when there is a change I comply with the change and so Spinoza always has the context instantly for me when I am anew. I just don’t have a crisis and nowhere to proceed to because there is a possibility. All I am saying is that some people have to get this artificially. I did. I like the fact that I have had a therapeutic outcome. It has been a Major Improvement.

Comment: Gevluef, March 25, 2016; The case in which Spinoza indemnifies the cognitive circumstance, it should be noted that either because the possibility is too difficult, or just that the possibility is someone else’s there is a Cognitive Imbalance in which the situation requires the condition of SORRY.