Problem with Devitt

Now my given surname is DEVITT. In this blog I wrote the Pi into the name, but other people don’t have the benefit of an explanation. Where do people see the name if not in this luxurious blog? The answer is obvious to people in my family but not so obvious to the reader. You would see the name when the family member buys something; either on the check or the VISA card.

Remember the first rule of service, “Never question a name?” Well, this one gets a lot of resistance. The Pi in the name comes with a great effort. People remember the name and build the Pi into it after trials and tribulations. However, some of the best customer service people get it right away. Many people who have helped me will never get it because they can’t see it as I have a changed name. Besides I rarely buy things. That’s okay, I’m not that proud of the name and people are having me when a family member spends money anyway.

You wouldn’t think that a Pi would be that important of an idea. With Devitt, it makes a big difference when a service is being offered. Hemingway developed thinking that Pi is something bad. I tend to agree with him because it is possible to get an F3; where Pi is basically three-something. For that to have any meaning, the reader will have had to have read my blog posts that deal with mental illness and the conscience. Basically the no-brainer is that people in my family are spending money painfully. It is all on the line when someone buys something with the name.

Kresge College

Francis Beeks probably has his difficulties with God. I have said in a previous post that he killed my grandfather because J. Paul Getty Jr. wanted it. I am sure there is money involved but I need to say that Francis Beeks was plagued with the Kresge building at UC Santa Cruz. The strange people he experienced were a manifestation of Kresge College. I might be willing to say that the Kresge Architectural intent was to show the Getty hit money. So if you need to get the checking done on Francis, Kresge is the most obvious place to begin. Does Kresge know about Francis Beeks?

Please see recent posts about Texas for the full story. There are some people who are struggling to understand what I’ve been writing about recently; some of them staff. My experience at Kresge was negative just because I’m the grandson of the murder victim, Elwood Polsen. If I try to do it, and it has to do with Kresge, I will probably get shot down. Kresge has that strong of an effect. My circumstances are just too close to truth for comfort. I’m sorry if I’ve given out the Kresge secret; I’m just disclosing the disparity I feel. I think being a student there and asking for a degree after a time just makes no sense. Maybe things have changed since Francis has passed away, but I doubt that I can make it through. I just can’t have a degree from Kresge. That’s the bottom line.

Texas Secret A No-Brainer

The no-brainer is that the Getty family is involved and their money was made in Texas oil. It is difficult to have a thought. My grandma was such a great lady and from Texas. I can’t see what this really means. I just need to repeat the facts and let someone else develop the idea who has a better point of view.

Jim Devitt married Arlene Polsen. They had a daughter. Before a year and five months later, when I was born, dad did his bad. He must have had a complication of being related to Rosie for what my mom had in mind. Up until my dad’s bad, my mother must have had a great deal in mind; the suit and prerogative over Getty oil money. After dad’s bad, all that must have been denied.

All this makes me think is that her children must be great people except the father blew it for them. Mark Doolan is exactly like the four daughters’ children – he says that that was his grandfather’s money. The whole lot seems to have been repressed into the sub-conscience. The painting is the only thing that expresses the what that got repressed.

In this post I have tried to express something of great importance, a status of great wealth that belongs to me, only it is such a no-brainer the feeling of wealth evades me. One thing I am sure about, the painting gives me strength as a redeemer to express something that liberates the Getty folly and my father’s bad as they are expressed through me to the outside world. And it is a work of Art. It is not something like a murder or an offence against something or someone; it is a picture. And, it is my turn. I took my turn. I’m glad too.

I just wish I could feel this. It is tremendous.

The Texas Secret

Some of my readers have seen my painting. It is possible that 46605 is an object of special study. That’s okay. I have written about the painting here in my blog myself. There is a post called 48 Fine Art. It tells about the art supplies used for the 46605 work.

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Today is mother’s day, and I bring the most compelling news. My father has a secret from his mother Rosie Devitt. She never knew that he offended gas. She always professed that she didn’t know anything about it. But, she believed she was referring to Arlene’s father who was murdered by Francis Beeks when Arlene (my mom) was a teenager. Rosie was really in denial about dad and what he did before I was born. Rosie has passed away since 1995. This family also lost her as a service in 2001. She was born in Pittsburgh Texas. The painting seems to be a worthy notice for her to discover a fact about my dad. It is my note to Grandma Rosie the news of my dad.

I’m only telling you this because the people of Texas have been talking about a secret for a little while, and it is my responsibility to explain. They are saying that JEFF is much more than they realized. Rosie was a woman with a strong mind. She deserves to be in the Art History formula because of what the painting tells her about my dad. She deserves to be in the L.A. culture because she lived in Los Angeles all her life. Writing about Rosie will get the readers in Los Angeles. Basically, I am telling what the secret is. I hope I don’t spoil things for the Texas reader.

Please recall that I have written about J. Paul Getty Jr. in previous posts. He hired Francis to kill my grandfather on my mother’s side because he was molesting his daughters. Arlene is my mother who has three sisters. Francis has passed away recently. The crime was never correctly recorded. I think that the family officially called my grandfather’s death a suicide. I met Mark Doolan the son of J. Paul Getty Jr. who has said that his family deeply regrets the hit. At the time, J. Paul Getty Jr. was living nearby my mom’s childhood home and contracted Francis when Elwood wouldn’t leave the girls alone.

This is supposed to be about Rosie and I have mentioned people on my mother’s side when in fact Rosie was on my father’s side. You should be able to make a build as to how my father could keep a secret from his mom. He would just bring up Arlene. Rosie would have nothing to do with that; and she is in denial about my dad’s gas problem.

Also keep in mind that I would have a great difficulty if 46605 fell into the Getty holdings. It is bad enough that I painted. I learned about my grandfather Elwood Polsen after that. I am doing just fine with everything how it is. The painting is open to the public in Los Angeles. This post is supposed to help the Art Historian develop material on my painting that is accessible. And, I have been telling about what the painting means to Rosie Devitt in the mind. And so, I want to wish everyone a Happy Mother’s Day!

Comment March 18th, 2018. This is a lot of drama about the car. I just need to note here that the car was dismantled and engine melted down. It felt like I fell into a pit right when I was having tea. So, I’m calling it my Tea Scenario.

Intervention 9192

If intervention, then gather facts. There are enough facts in 9192 to warrant fact gathering for an outside viewer. The determinant in this case is Elizabeth’s response to my approach; that was intervention to what was intended. The bouncer helped Elizabeth. That may have been intervention of a certain kind, but may have been more than what was needed. After all, all I had in mind was what my sister told me. It would have been perfect if the situation played out without intervention. This is not a perfect event. That is why I have provided as many facts as I can remember.

  • The DSM-III-R; 1987
  • Diagnosis Frotteurism 302.89.

9192

I’ve been stretched over Elizabeth’s back. She tried to flip me over, but I was drunk and pretty much dead weight. I let out a humph. That was at the Sonic Youth concert where they were presenting Thurston’s Bridal with the album Goo.

I got to that point from leaving the crowd in front of the stage. I was feeling sick and thought I needed some air. As I left the stage area the crowd thinned out. I thought about what my sister had told me; that she liked getting felt up in crowds. I saw Elizabeth out in the open and went toward her. The crowd is a pushy contact sort of experience and I don’t think I adjusted to the lesser. So when she saw me coming towards her, she took my arm combatively and tried to flip me over her back.

I met Elizabeth again in Seattle, Washington at Community House Mental Health. We talked indirectly about the Goo concert. She knows me socially and knows a lot about medications. The doorman was also at Community House. His area of expertise was employment. He remembered me because I talked to him right before getting kicked out of the Goo concert.

The bouncer took me to the doorman by dragging me backwards by my heels. I said to him,  “I have to find my sister. I can’t get kicked out. I have to find my sister!” The doorman was really nice to me.

“Why, what happened?” I asked. He replied, “You don’t know do you.”

Outside, I found the car and crawled underneath. I was scared and thought no one would find me there. When the concert ended, my party including my sister returned to the car. I heard her asking, “Where is Jeff?” I was underneath the car.

I got carsick on the way back to grandma’s house. I stopped listening to Sonic Youth and most Rock-n-Roll in general. That little escapade stopped me from listening to the Downsiders.

Just a little background about when this happened; this took place after my girlfriend cheated because my sister and her boyfriend were living in Santa Cruz. That was the summer of 1989. I began the Xiphoid and painted approximately a year and a half later. For most people though this time coincides with the publishing of Sonic Youth’s album Goo.

Comment: August 30th, 2024: I found my sister sufficiently on August 9th, 2024, I realized Kant’s Categorical Imperative. This is also expected to satisfy the Eye and Mind essay by Maurice Merlot Ponty, 1965.

The Laurel House

Progress Place umbrella of services included a transitional house for clients until they get independent housing: Laurel House at 3133 Laurel Street in Napa California. I stayed there a few months in 1995. What that house has is an old water softener system that isn’t being used. The staff knows about this feature because in the garage there is six fifty pound bags of rock salt from when the system was working. The rock salt is a remnant collecting dust and cobwebs. I think I knew about that when I was there; but, I surely didn’t forget it for six years after. Laurel House made a big impression on me. And, I really appreciate getting to stay. Thank you Laurel House!

Victim of Stalking

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What it looks like to staff that sees me is “A Beautiful Mind;” but, I now know that I have the symptoms of a victim of stalking. There is another movie that tells me more clearly that I’m being stalked: “There’s Something About Mary.”

It just hit me over the head the other movie was so obvious. At the end of the movie, there is a song that says my friends tell me to quit my complaining. I would like help. By the time “A Beautiful Mind” has a turn, it’s too late. Yet, I would like to ask Staff to get some training to deal with me as a victim of stalking. Right now, they are treating for a mental illness, and I am saying I need a little more support around my symptoms because I’m being stalked. A little training on the subject will confirm that I am having symptoms of being stalked. So please, help me by understanding the pathology of the crime. At the very least, if you are working with me, could you please see the movie: “There’s Something About Mary.”

If I’m supposed to be a victim of Stalking, what are my symptoms?

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  • I’m complaining about someone that hasn’t been a part of my life in twenty years.
  • In my social contacts, the other person implicitly dictates to me the subjects to be talked about.
  • People involved with me are choosing left.
  • Many facts and issues I address are denied as not being true or not based in reality.
  • I can’t engage in small talk.
  • Bodies having names correlating to me are being cremated.

This Blog Has

This blog has a lot of information about Mental Illness. The main ideas, which are my theories, and that explain the two major Mental Disorders of Schizophrenia and Schizo-affective are mentioned in here from the keyword “conscience.” If you are only interested in learning about these two disorders try searching with that key word. From the list of posts that result, use Ctrl-Click to open the post in a new tab.