Oxnard South Branch Library

During my visit in Seattle (1999-2001), the city was focused on a new Central Seattle Library for downtown. The Architectural concept was based on advanced thinking of cement with an added copper and magnesium slag. Earlier in Gevluef, I shared some of the paperwork from the community meetings concerning the copper slag, (Information Technology). I left Seattle before the construction started. The reason I am writting is that I was receiving money at the Community House Mental Health group while I was there, and I want to explain what happened to my money after I left Seattle.

You can probably guess. The Architecture Firm does Libraries and they built a library for me in my home town: Oxnard South Branch Library Interestingly, the concept used was the one from the old library in downtown Seattle.

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Oxnard is largely controlled by the wealthy Garcia family. Their money was in land. Many of the public buildings in Oxnard were developed with Philanthropic participation from them. I was told from a Garcia family member that this library wasn’t theirs. And so, I want to thank Community House Mental Health in Seattle for the library. As there are expenses in maintenance and of course materials, I send my library money periodically.

White Painting 1993

I do not have a picture of the white still life I did in 1993, although this is a close approximation of how it looks. The table in the picture is sort of an oval.

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Tim Yates And Legal Records

There are people who are reading to get information about Tim Yates Aka Hugh Farrell. For the serious reader, however, I would like to bring more than what I have written here. So, I would like to ask you to please contact the District Attorney’s Office for Ventura County. There you will discover that Tim possessed a fanatical interest in me. There is dramatic evidence that would support a premise that I was provoked to action, and from the evidence on record it may be understood that I had a reflex concerning his death. These are strong words. I would not say these things if I were not sure they could be supported with legal documentation.

Key Word: Justified

Pynchon In Public

I have to do some writing about Thomas Pynchon. I’m going to explore this website: Thomas Pynchon. Interestingly, I mused about this author years ago in a post called: Thomas Pynchon on my Gevluef blog where I establish that he is doing good relative to his family and Democracy.

I have much more to say about him. There may be a newer post around July 2024, where I make some notes to myself about the things he is dealing with.

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Object Conscience

I have to allow some people to objectify their conscience.

Lately, I’ve been complaining because people recall and even learn about my one night stand with Joyce. This specific example is my life long sentence; even though she over-rided my decision. “It’s more of a legend than a fact.” Instead of complaining, I have to open up for these people who have dominant consciences’ because they are thinking about me in a way that is personal to them; it’s their thoughts that they are forming in an effort to determine their personal feelings. Though I am sympathetic, I shouldn’t take it personally. That I have feelings contrarily to this infamy doesn’t matter and might make things worse. I especially want patience with those people who want to objectify their conscience.

Are you interested in this topic. My blog covers the topic of the conscience extensively. If you are able to distinguish between the two traits of the conscience, this topic is perfect. The Conscience Page is also at the top of the home page as a menu item. This collection of posts is my strongest theme in Gevluef. I have looked at the Wikipedia page for Conscience, but here the link is mostly for me to read.

Why Tim Stalked

I transferred to UC Santa Cruz and became Tim’s housemate the 1990-1991 academic school year. We lived at the Sumner House. During that time I was meeting Leila. There are other posts that refer to this time; I painted a masterpiece while living there. One person commented that he thought I was Doctor. So, the circumstance was highly potent. Tim and Leila were boyfriend and girlfriend. One day when I was away from home at school or something, they had sex in my bed. One of Tim’s white blood cells got under my skin in which I formed a XYphoid just from contact with my beding. I can recall that Tim complained that his jaw hurt. And, that is the reason Tim obsessed about me.

One thing that causes a stalker type person is when they get addicted to Beauty.

Concerning Month in 1991

This post is proof that I have had the wrong date for my one night stand with Joyce. I need to show this because I have to rewrite my history. Back in the day the only reference was a home made calendar for the month that everything happened. I did not label that particular month, so I didn’t know what month it was. I located the critical days Friday and Saturday the 18th and 19th, so these days I am sure of. Because of the below helpful calendar from 1991, I can see that those dates couldn’t possibly be in November and are in fact days in October.

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This past twenty-four years I have collected many substance type materials that I have to now change. And, probably because of the fact that the Oakland Firestorm occurred on the 19th of the same month and year, I can presumably say the error was in my best interests; not to acknowledge the truth because it is so terrible. In the course of rewriting my history to reflect the corrected information, I have the BLUE painting. So the blue painting will establish more than what happened, it will close the matter in total. It will be that absolute point of getting the one night stand correctly. I know that when this project is finished, a viewer of the blue painting who knows just a little bit about me will get it solid.