Why Tim Stalked

I transferred to UC Santa Cruz and became Tim’s housemate the 1990-1991 academic school year. We lived at the Sumner House. During that time I was meeting Leila. There are other posts that refer to this time; I painted a masterpiece while living there. One person commented that he thought I was Doctor. So, the circumstance was highly potent. Tim and Leila were boyfriend and girlfriend. One day when I was away from home at school or something, they had sex in my bed. One of Tim’s white blood cells got under my skin in which I formed a XYphoid just from contact with my beding. I can recall that Tim complained that his jaw hurt. And, that is the reason Tim obsessed about me.

One thing that causes a stalker type person is when they get addicted to Beauty.

Concerning Month in 1991

This post is proof that I have had the wrong date for my one night stand with Joyce. I need to show this because I have to rewrite my history. Back in the day the only reference was a home made calendar for the month that everything happened. I did not label that particular month, so I didn’t know what month it was. I located the critical days Friday and Saturday the 18th and 19th, so these days I am sure of. Because of the below helpful calendar from 1991, I can see that those dates couldn’t possibly be in November and are in fact days in October.

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This past twenty-four years I have collected many substance type materials that I have to now change. And, probably because of the fact that the Oakland Firestorm occurred on the 19th of the same month and year, I can presumably say the error was in my best interests; not to acknowledge the truth because it is so terrible. In the course of rewriting my history to reflect the corrected information, I have the BLUE painting. So the blue painting will establish more than what happened, it will close the matter in total. It will be that absolute point of getting the one night stand correctly. I know that when this project is finished, a viewer of the blue painting who knows just a little bit about me will get it solid.

 

New Blue Painting

I am working on a new painting; it will be my blue painting. This work explores my historical one night stand with Joyce. Particularly I am interested in the date. I have said that it occurred in November of 1991, but because of my recent interest in the Oakland fires of 1991, my date may be incorrect. If the infamous one night stand took place in October then it would coincide with the fire. The blue painting will be a shower scene with two figures. My work will affect old posts where I have already discussed this event. Up until now these posts indicate the event was November. Part of the work could be to correct the discrepancy in the date if needed. And there is also the two children she had; their date of birth may also be different than what I currently believe. I will try to incorporate the actual date into the painting’s composition. Because of logistics such as art supplies, the blue painting won’t be ready until spring 2016. 

Contacted By Staff

I have asked Staff to include my Blog, GEVLUEF, with their disclosure. I hope with a little search or reading of recent posts that I have addressed the issues raised. That you made it to GEVLUEF means Staff, in all fairness, has included my Blog address in their communication.

Nothing could be better than to get it straight away from me. I know what happened, and I say so. Thank you for your visit.

Preparations – Surrealism

As they developed their philosophy, they believed that Surrealism would advocate the idea that ordinary and depictive expressions are vital and important, but that the sense of their arrangement must be open to the full range of imagination according to the Hegelian Dialectic. They also looked to the Marxist dialectic and the work of such theorists as Walter Benjamin and Herbert Marcuse.

Comment: August 29, 2017; this picture is here because Walter Benjamin – depicting a cosmological situation. The picture here is a general idea.

This quote was taken from the Wikipedia page for Surrealism. Though not explicitly stated, Surrealism might represent the way it looks after passing through an hour glass from reality to the outside. Interestingly, going through a point in time shouldn’t be easy. And in such a case, becoming there probably should be preceeded by a great creative force so that the person experiencing that outside will have the energy and tools to exist there. Perhaps then a person would make one’s self. In the next post I did such a thing. I may have had Surrealism to work with. Surrealism seems to indicate that such a passing is possible and that the Surrealist Artist has contributed to the individual’s composition either prior to, with resistance, or after, in the form of content for one to use in their creation of the self.

This is no ordinary event. The Philosophy of Leibniz should make up the reader who thinks this is an inappropriate post. He said that where the monad doesn’t exist for the individual, that they rely on God.

Visit this post: Bradley Butcher who shares his opinion of Surrealism.
This link is to Cognitive Thinking here on Gevluef from November 7, 2006. It is suggesting “outside” is relative to the father via a discussion on Spinoza.
Another post where I discuss “leave” called Were Getting Along rather abstractly.

Comment; January 19, 2023: This brief explanation of Surrealism is along the same thinking as in the movie Avatar.