Revisiting Zola

Tim Yates is a person from my past. His purpose is destructive because he has schizophrenia. The person with phocomelia that he is particular to is Chrissy from Downey California. She is very disillusioned that Tim is obsessed about me. It is important to keep in mind that he has a mental disorder and that he is managing because knowing about me has a therapeutic outcome.

I would expect his writing to be lucidly written. He is my enemy. I hope that my people do not deal with Tim Yates; I have enough problems without him.

Did you want to get another more reliable source in getting to know Tim? Why not try watching the TV show M*A*S*H* for more.

Comment November 3, 2024; I just want to repeat myself about Tim. See the Pompejanischer Picture to see the two different Mental Illnesses.

He died on October 24, 2014. He needed medicine. He had Schizophrenia. He was the associated person for Chrissy Shultz who has Phocomelia. I believe I had a reflex to his access. He was ghosting me. I was provoked and I was justified.

Thomas Pynchon

I am new to Beauty. My reader is already savvy to the Philosophy of Beauty. I want to say that the international policies of major world governments has significantly weakened democracy in the United States. The most important piece to my great puzzle since I started writing about phocomelia is Thomas Pynchon. This is a father for a child that has phocomelia. This father is stronger than his wife because he is a prolific author. This becomes important in the case of distinguishing Beauty for his family when I emphasize that the child with phocomelia is a female.

Were you more interested in the Philosophy of Beauty? Or perhaps you want to read more about my views of the weakening of democracy. Why are people weakening democracy is a question I would like to ask? Really, all I want to offer in this writing is that Thomas Pynchon is someone. He could answer these questions. The mother should not be a source of power in Thomas’ family. International policies are geared to emphasize females with a stronger mother family circumstance knowing that she damages her boyfriend’s ontological structure of self. Since a person with phocomelia has dominant genes from both parents, it appears that it is possible to literally break democracy towards the female side. If it were up to the female, she could have a dominant gene making the circumstance of weakness. We want democracy to work and so we need the males to be strong. Since Thomas Pynchon has written a lot of books, I can safely say that democracy is surviving in my world.

Chicken Pox

When I was a baby the doctor told my father he wanted money. My dad asked him what he wanted the money for. The doctor said, “I’m thinking about doing something.” My dad replied, “Send me a Bill.”

Starting in 1988 the United States began immunizing babies against chicken Pox. The clear and appropriate serum came from China. It’s not my fault the economy isn’t doing very well. I didn’t get the chicken pox anti-bodies. I’m willing to bet that we are paying for that serum. Now days there is probably even a Bill for it!

Psychiatric

The psychiatric way of people is based on one or a combination of three elements: danger to self, danger to others, gravely disabled. Gravely disabled is when a person cannot provide for their personal needs. These three elements are the criteria for hospitalization.

In the hospital a person is observed and studied. They speak to a psychiatrist every day and information is collected. It is a time for disclosure and trust. Most people are released after three days with follow up and outpatient services required.

Trespassing

I’m a trespasser. I was homeless and living out of my backpack in a little place called Pope Valley. I set up my tent just the other side of a gate with a sign that said no trespassing.

The old couple came to the property and found me one night. I couldn’t go because by the time I woke up they had already called the police. The only thing I heard him say was, “now I can’t go to the party.”

I don’t exactly remember what happened to me after that. It was in 1993. I think I need help with this issue because I am having a problem. I can’t seem to make it to the party.

Concerning OREO

The OREO brand cookie is a special food concerning light.

Light is saved in the body. Clive Staples Lewis got a RT leg after a radio campaign on Christianity. The light blew his reality open into a streaming plethora of thoughts about him with his leg. He could literally see beams of light coming and going from his leg. This should not be. People want healthy legs; that is where the pastries come into the picture.

The pastry gets into the stomach and quells the light that the body has saved. If you are inconsolably tired but cannot rest, make it dark in the body with a few OREO cookies. A dark room and a restful night’s sleep await you when you feed your body these perfect pastries in resolve. It’s the best night time snack!

Rhinoplasty

The crudetah of all surgical procedures is the Rhinoplasty. It straightens a deviated septum.

A deviated septum affects the air passage ways in the nose. When they are not equal, lift is created like a wing on the septum. This lift releases a chemical in the brain that affects the outside of the cells.

This chemical conditions the cells in the body. It is conservative. After the Rhinoplasty there is no longer lift. The septum no longer conditions the cells and the condition improves. The cells communicate better because of this. It is like time works out. The Rhinoplasty is the best!

Star Wars

I went to see Star Wars the original episode at the downtown Wilshire Theatre with my family when it first came out. I sat with everyone on my right with the closest person being my dad. During the movie I thought it was melodramatic. I laughed to tears because it was so funny. My dad thought, “this is insane.”

There is a special cohort of people who laughed during Star Wars. Some of the movies since have been for those people that thought Star Wars was funny.

Michelle 408

In the 1990-1991 school year, I liked Michelle Spiegel. We were seeing each other at school and in the community. I devastated her by taking up with another girl. We liked each other and I didn’t wait until we got connected up. I cheated.

The worst part about it was that she is really pretty and the other girl wasn’t. What’s worst is that I now think I was related to the other girl. I really had a lot of trouble in that relationship. I have wanted to get in contact with Michelle, but what would I say, “I blew it. I’m sorry.” She is probably still mad at me. I am truly a cheater, and I haven’t had any good, reality checking relationships since. In an earlier post I wrote that I’m loosing my girlfriends. I think that loosing Michelle, and it was all my fault, was my biggest mistake. Michelle, I’m sorry. I’m lonely. I miss being connected to a girlfriend. I’ve been waiting for something real for 18 years. Please accept my apology.